You & I | Jackson Wang

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Chapter 24

When Bambam moved to Norway he didn't know anything and anyone. Until one day he was moving his things to his new apartment, he accidentally opened Helle's apartment because he thought it was his. That was when he found out that she liked kpop because BigBang's song 'sober' was playing from her TV. 

When Helle heard her door had opened she thought it was her friend so she ran to the door shouting 'baby are you already here?' Only to freeze in shock. From that day they become good friends. They would always dance together and eat dinner together. For Bambam everything was perfect. Perfect when there was him and Helle. 

"Hi," Hosaena said entering the practice room where Bambam was dancing. He looked up and smiled. 

"Hi. What are you doing here?" He walked to drink from his bottle. Hosaena walked to the chair and sat beside the big mirror. 

"I was bored and didn't know what to do so I thought I could come here and dance ." She shrugged. "Why are you here?" She added. Bambam sighed. 

"Same as you." He took a seat beside her. She chuckled earning his attention. 

"What is it?" He asked curiously. She shook her head her smile never leaving. "It's just that I still can't believe that Helle is-" "-Together with Jackson?" He cut her off.  

She shook her head. "I was about to say, I still can't believe that Helle is in Seoul." She looked down suddenly feeling upset. 

"Oh," Bambam sighed. 

"Can we talk if you have time?" She nervously asked. Bambam frowned but he still nodded. "Give me five minutes. I'll take a quick shower and then we can go eat something." Helle nodded. 

Whilst waiting for him to comeback she texted Helle. She got pictures from Helle whilst they were driving to the hotel. She also got a picture of the hotel they were going to stay on. She was about to text her and tell her how jealous she was but stopped when she heard Bambam.

"You ready to go?" Hosaena nodded with a smile. The drive took five minutes. They didn't talk whilst they were in the car. Hosaena was thinking on what to say and how to say it whilst Bambam was thinking of Jackson and Helle. 

Maybe I should give up. He thought to himself.

When they entered they ordered their lunch whilst drinking tea. Hosaena sighed deciding to talk. So she did. 

"It's hard, isn't it?" Hosaena broke the silence. Bambam frowned, "What is hard?" He cleared his throat. 

"To accept their relationship. When they are lovey-dovey whilst you are with them." Bambam looked down sighing. He opened his mouth to say something but Hosaena cut him. 

"I understand it's hard to pretend that you are fine when you aren't and I know you still have feelings for her." She said. Bambam didn't know what to say so he only listened.

"Not everyone gets a happy ending and all you can do is to accept everything and move on even though it's hard." Her voice cracked a little making Bambam look at her.  

"You may forget and move on but you'll never forget the feelings you used to have when the person you like was around." She said with a smile.

"I know it'll take some time to forget but it's better than not trying. Even though you'll miss them every day you'll pretend everything is OK and just live on." Bambam frowned confused because she was talking as if she was going to do something.

"I don't understand what you are saying, Hosaena." He rubbed the back of his head. She smiled and Bambam could see her tears that were burning her eyes. She gulped and took a long breath.

"I'm Leaving, Bambam."

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