You & I | Jackson Wang

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Chapter 8

Bambam's POV

Helle 💕

Bambam:

Can you please open your door??

I've been waiting for like 10 minutes now...

Can you please let me talk to you??
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I know messed up really bad but I couldn't take it anymore. I've been trying to hold it back but after Jackson moved in everything seems so messed up.
It used to be me and Helle and now Jackson is here. And I don't know why I am complaining.

I don't know when and why I started to hate it when Helle talks about GD or Gdragon whatever he is. It's just she spends her time watching videos of him and his group and I don't like it. I know it's not my problem but I still don't like it. Not anymore.
I tried so hard not to snap but I failed yesterday.

Just thinking back to yesterday makes me sad. I feel guilty for making her cry. I made her cry for the first time. I panicked when I saw tears in her eyes and I felt more guilt when she runs out without looking back.

And now I'm outside her apartment trying to make her open the door which is hard. I called her but she rejects my calls and when I text her she leaves me on seen. I sighed and hopelessly started to walk back to my apartment.

• • • •

"So how did it go?" Jackson asked me when I sat on the couch. I sighed. "We didn't talk," I said almost in a whisper. He gasped. "You have been out there for like.." he looked at his phone. "Almost 30 minutes and you haven't talked to her?" I shook my head as no and walked to my room. I don't want to talk to him right now.

I tried to call her again but got rejected.

Helle 💕

Bambam:

Can we please talk?

I'm sorry okay?

I know I messed up and that I hurt you
but can't you just text me back?

I need to know if you are ok.
Delivered

When I knew that she won't text me back I decided to eat something. I put my phone on my desk beside my laptop and went to grab something from the kitchen.

On my way to the kitchen, I saw Jackson eating and watching a movie.
I quickly grabbed some snacks and went to my room. When I opened my door I heard my phone buzz. I put down my snacks and unlocked my phone to read a message from Helle.

Helle 💕:

If you wanna talk then you better come here now.

I quickly put my snacks back at their placed and put my shoes on.
"Where are you going?" I looked up to see Jackson stopped his movie.
"Helle wants to talk." I smiled. He slowly nodded and I walked fast to her apartment.

I didn't wait long until she opened the door after I knocked two times.
I nervously smiled and said, "hey."
She softly smiled and let me inside.
As I sit nervously she cleared her throat waiting for me to start.

"I'm sorry." I started. "I don't why I snapped... you know that I don't mind when you talk about them, I just don't know why I snapped."
She looked down.

"You could have told me instead of saying that I'm wasting my time on them."
I rubbed the back of my neck, "I know. I was just angry." *sigh*  "I'm really sorry." I mumbled.

"Why were you angry tho?" She asked curiously.
I sigh again. "It's just....it used to be us..." she looked confused. "I mean we used to talk all the time and go out and stuff..." I looked down. "I miss that," I whisper. I guess she heard it because she chuckled.

"You could have told me that." She softly said smiling.
I shrugged. "I know. But after Jackson moved in, you guys argue all the time and I have that feeling telling me that you two are going to be good friends." "And to be honest I'm afraid to lose our friendship," I mumbled. I know it sounds weird but that's how I felt.

She walked to me and seated beside me.
"You know that it will never happen right?"
"And no one is going to ruin our friendship and besides you are the most important person to me and I would never let our friendship end."

I smiled softly at her.

Minutes later I smiled remembered something I got from my company.

"Helle?"
She looked at me telling me she is listening.
"I got 3 tickets to Spain and I thought about you and Jackson to join me."
She looked at me shocked.

"Really?" I nodded.
"Jackson said yes, do you want to go too?" I asked nervously.

I got surprised when she jumped and hugged me. "Of course I'm going!" She said excitedly.

I smiled and patted her back.

I hope everything goes well.