I end up falling asleep right after the call ended with Luke, I dream of my dad and its a big blur and i'm trying to get out of of this dark place and escape, but I can't. I end up waking up sweating and crying. What is this happeing to me I cant handle the death of someone I never even tried talking to. I look at the clock ad its one in the afternoon so I get up and head to the shower.
I stand under the warm shower and and I remember th night Luke and I had the room alone, I smile remembering the things we did together and the passionate moments. I really do miss him alot. I hear a knock on th bathroom door, " Mom made lunch!" Lauren yells. I escape reality with my little daydream about Luke but now i'm back. I get out and quickly get dressed in my jeans and white hoodie with my slippers and walk down stairs to the kitchen and sit diwn at the table and begin to eat.
" What are your plans for today?" My mom asks me taking a bite of her sandwhich.
"I was going to starbucks and relaxing for a little." I say standing up and cleaning off my dish.
" Thats nice, take my car." She says handing me her keys and I thank her and run up stair and throw my hair in a ponytale and throwing on my pair of converse and walk out the door.
While I'm driving to starbucks I get a call and I quickly answer not looking who it was and I notice a familure accent on the other end and I smile.
" Hello Luke." I sat turning into the parking lot
" Hey, what are you doing?" He asks and I hear the boys in the back ground yelling at eachother, the must be rehersing for tonights show.
" I'm driving to the store." say
"Oooh cool, I miss you." He says and I can hear his smile.
" I miss you too Luke, I have to go, Okay? I'll text you later. I love you." I say and hang up and walk into starbucks and order a coffee and a blueberry muffin.
I get my drink and sit down near the window and relax for a while, claring my mid from everything that has been happining lately, all of a sudden I hear a familure voice behind me say, " Riley?"
I slowly turn around and see Dakota standing there looking at me, " Dakota." I say and give him a dirty look, He sits down and I'm about to get up when he says somwthing really cocky to me.
" So why are you home, boyfriend dump you?" He says taking a sip of his drink. I stand up slowly and stare at im mad.
" Oh please, shut up Dakota, you're just jealous that he got all of me and you don't. We are together and very happy. Stay out of my god damn life."I say calmly and walk out and head home.
I'm so mad I blast my music and zoom off home and I just wanna go back to London with the boys, I don't wanna be home and deal with all this right now, I can't do it.
I get home and head straight to my room and cry and just let all my anger out and Lauren barges int my room and yells, " Riley! What are you doing!" I look at her while I knock all my stuff down off my bed and I stop and cry to her.
" I can't do this! I'm sorry, I should of talked to him, I should of forgot the past and just talked to dad. I was so stupid and now I cant take any of it back! He is gone forever and I can't say I'm sorry to him." I say and she hugs me tighty and calmly says.
" It's going to be okay, Ri he loves you, you know that. You need to forget about that, Okay. I understand you feel horrible but you need to take it slow let go for a little get your mind off it. Dad forgives you, I know he would." She says still hugging me and I nod, " Thanks Lauren it means alot."
We both let go and I sit down and we just talk, " So how are you and Luke?" She asks.
I bite my lip and smile at her, " Really good."
" Did yous, ya know." She winks and me and I slap her playfully and we both laugh. God she is so noisy sometimes about stuff, but shes my sister what did i expect from her.
" Have sex?" I laugh, " Yes we did." I say blushing and I notice her mouth drop and she smiles at me.
" No way! You did it with Luke Hemmingings!" She says with a huge grin.
" Lauren, what does it matter." I says getting mad a bit. It shouldn't matter if I had sex with him, were dating. I know he is in a big band but that doesn't mean anything about having sex, I mean yeah I had sex with a hot guy from Five secounds of Summer. My boyfriend. I kinda do get wgere sge is comming from and I laugh bit.
"It's Luke, hes in a popular band! Girls would die to just touch him." She says loudly.
" Yes I know." I smile at her and clean up my room. I look at the clock its only three.
" Wanna watch movies all day?"I ask Lauren and she jumps up.
"I'll get the Ice cream!" She yells running out the door to the kitchen and I look on netflix for some good movies and she runs up with two huge tubs of icecream and I laugh at her
We lay on my bed watcing movies and eating icecream all night till like eleven at night. We finish the tub of icecrem ad end up falling asleep with full stomachs.
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