The other Nephilim

The last battle

* screaming *

I plugged the knife deeper into the man's skin hearing him scream for it to stop but I couldn't and I also wasn't allowed to

" how's it going so far Alexa with the... Well you know killing people " said Lucifer

coming from behind a wall I put on a fake smile and turned towards him with the bloody knife in my hand he smiled and grabbed the knife from my hand and plunged it into the man's heart and the screaming stop I held in a gasp and walked out I walked down the corridor of the second hell until I reached my room I turned around and closed my door and locked it I fell onto my bed

I just had to suck it up for one more day because tomorrow was my last day here I sucked in a breath and looked up at the ceiling and thought about Jack and smiled I closed my eyes and drifted to sleep
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At the bunker

Jack's POV

I looked at my ceiling and thought of Alexa I smiled and turned over and looked the picture frame I have of me and Alexa smiling
I sighed it's been two years without her and I miss her like crazy I closed my eyes and saw when Alexa decided to sell herself for me I wish I heard the last word she said I didn't get to hear her I felt a tear slip my face and it fell onto my pillow
* knock knock *
" come in, " I said I looked up and saw Castiel walk in I smiled and wiped my tear and sat up
" Hey kiddo, " he said smiling and patting my knee
" dinner is ready so come on let's go eat some food, " he said I nodded and walked downstairs with him where I saw everyone eating it was so quiet without Alexa here Cassandra and Olivia were sad and wouldn't really talk to that much people or even talk that much to anyone, not even me I sat down next to dean we all sat in silence until Sam said something that made us all laugh

" okay I know we are all sad about Alexa but if she were here she would want us to be happy and laugh and she'd say something like this " hey all of you stop acting like little bitches and be happy you idiots, " said Sam

which made us all laugh and we all started to talk about her it made me happy to talk about her but then it hit me like a truck all the emotions that we have been through those special moments that just me and Her had, that day she stood up to dean for me it all hit me making my eyes water
I pushed my food away from me and excused myself and went to the living room I sat there just staring at the floor letting my tears fall from my eyes to the floor I felt the couch dip on both sides
I looked up and saw Sam and dean next to me and Castiel
in front of me

" What's wrong kid, " asked dean handing me a napkin
I looked at him wiping my tears

" I don't know when we started talking about Alexa I was happy my stomach had this weird feeling but then I remembered all the times we spend together and I just started to cry I don't know what's wrong with me dean, " I said crying harder I hugged dean tightly crying he rubbed my back
" that sounds familiar doesn't it guys, " said Dean talking to Sam and cas I let go of the hug and they nodded
They all smiled and laughed I looked at them confused

" what's so funny, " I asked them
Dean put his hand on my shoulder and laughed while smiling

"you're in love jack, " said Dean
i looked at him confused

" what is love, ?" I asked as Dean took a breath

" Love means saying goodbye to expectations, it also includes letting go and the absence of fear. Love is not needing, but wanting it's an action, not just a feeling, Love is unconditional., Love means putting other people's needs equal to — or before — your own.Love is the highest vibration emotion that there is. Love is understanding and accepting the differences Love varies in how it is expressed and accepted. Love makes you feel good, not bad. Love has empathy. Do you understand now jack " said dean I nodded

"I do I understand that I am in love with the most beautiful amazing, smart, badass, women named Alexa "