17: class embarrassment

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Dear.. someone,

I couldn't write an entry yesterday.
I passed out in the middle of class and was sent to the nurses office immediately, the class was staring at me the whole time. I felt embarrassed that it had to be me.
I think the worst part was Yoongi looking at me like I had killed his mom, just pure scared, I don't like seeing anybody scared for me at all.
Taehyung volunteered to take me and stay so I wasn't alone in the nurses, I'm lucky to have him as a friend.
The nurse said I was lacking in my food intake and that I should eat more, I agreed so nobody would be worried but I don't really plan on stopping. I know it's dangerous but I haven't gotten to my ideal weight yet, it's like I haven't lost any weight at all and it frustrates me.
Taehyung did give me an earful about not eating enough while also making sure to call me an idiot about 5 times, so there's that.
Today I stayed home though, my parents insisted I stay and rest for at least a day or two before going back. They'd bring me food since I didn't really leave my room and I felt bad for throwing it away, especially since they worked to cook it.

I remembered after a long time that I was supposed to record my food intake and stuff, I forgot for awhile and when I remembered I'd just brush it off.
I had a small cup of milk and a few slices of bread for energy today.

-Park Jimin

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