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Dear.. someone,
I came back to school today, my mom finally let me go out after being holed up for a couple of days.. I think she could tell I was getting anxious and all.
Before classes started, Yoongi, Hoseok, and Namjoon all came to talk to me and asked how I was. I've never really personally talked to Yoongi's friends, they've been in the background for me in my memories: in the hallways, in another table from some classes and lunch, and so on. They all seem very nice, I felt quite happy that for once I was able to talk to Yoongi and his friends altogether like I had hoped when Taehyung was gone one day.
People have been very nice to me, which I guess is good but it's also a little pressuring since everyone's at least looking to me; even the teachers seem to become more friendly today. I hope it's not pity.
A part of me is delighted and overly satisfied by the attention.. but there's still that other part of me that's telling myself that I'm only happy at this moment. It'll just go back to how it was before.
I stopped eating bread today, I decided to just go with protein and have two eggs. I felt more hungry today so I had to chew on ice to relieve it, feeling more hungry isn't a good thing for me.
-Park Jimin
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"Dear.. someone" {m.y}
FanfictionJimin in his 2nd year of high school has acquired a diary to record his feelings, day to day activities, how he feels about those activities, what he eats, and how he feels about what he eats. At first Jimin isn't very enthusiastic to be writing in...
