10/13
Dear.. someone,
Tae finally came around, he went to my house in the afternoon and kept apologizing continuously. It wasn't his fault honestly, I think it was mine to begin with but I didn't tell him that, I don't exactly want him to hate me or blame me.
I finally could stay with Taehyung in lunch now so I'm happy, though it was still tense after all the fighting and ignoring..
Once again Yoongi and his group looked a little disappointed that I was gone at lunch, did they think of me as there friend? I'd love to be their friends but I'm never sure if they'd think of me like that, perhaps they dislike me or something. I mean.. they shouldn't right? They asked to hangout with me and have willingly done things with me in general.
I've thought of my idea for our assignment by the way, I decided on a bitten apple. I know it's really basic and too simple but I feel like it works well. Despite all the things I've said, I do recognize that I have an issue with body image and eating habits.. it's my worst demons to this day and I think it represents it the best to me. But it won't stop me from doing what I want, to be beautiful I have to be thin. In this expectation of me.. I have to be.
I didn't eat anything today because of yesterday and the popcorn incident, Tae says I look a lot paler but he didn't mean it as a good thing..
2 days till homecoming
-Park Jimin
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"Dear.. someone" {m.y}
FanfictionJimin in his 2nd year of high school has acquired a diary to record his feelings, day to day activities, how he feels about those activities, what he eats, and how he feels about what he eats. At first Jimin isn't very enthusiastic to be writing in...
