The Back-up Dancer's Love

Chapter 16

    When I got to the clinic, only Mrs. Rocha, Misty, and Anna were there. I rushed in, still chomping down on my Lucky Charms and I looked at the Grandfather clock and luckily, it was only 12:43. Only 2 minutes to spare.

 "You know what Kathy? I will go easy on you since there is only 2 minutes left and only Anna and Misty are here. Susan and Kivetta had to take care of their babies today. So lets get started", Mrs. Rocha told us when I took a seat and said hi to Misty and Anna.

  ----1 hour later-----

    I was driving back home with 2 nurtiring bras in the passenger seat. I had also learnt 3 new breast-feeding holds, the Football Hold, the Side lying hold, and the Cross Cradle hold. We all got breast pumps to, and I already knew how to use that, it was pretty easy. When I pulled up to my driveway, I saw Spencer's blue Ferrari. At least my 'fake boyfriend' is finally here.

   I walked inside, putting the bras and breast pump on the dining table, and saw all of my kids and my mom on the living room floor and everything pushed away. My mom had payed a lot of cash for baby-proofing the house and she even went to the Baby-Proofing class at the clinic sometimes. I saw my mom playing with them while trying to get them to pay attention to the t.v. 

  "Hey mom, were is Spencer?" I asked, surprising her a little as she jumped up and turned her head away from Jeff and McKenna.

  "Oh yeah, he is in your room.He got here about 30 minutes ago, and said he wanted to talk to you", she replied while tickling Jordyn. She giggled bringing a smile to my face. I walked upstairs, seeing Spencer on my bed, texting.

  "Hey, what did you want to talk to me about?". He looked up from his phone, his eyes red and a little stubble. He walked over to me, stumbling a little. Seriously?

  "Are you drunk, Spencer?". Wrong thing to do. I felt a hard force on my face as Spencer's face twisted into anger.

 "Don't you ever use that tone with me, bitch", he spat out at me. 

  "Why the hell did you slap me?" I asked in anger.

    "I amyour boyfriend, I don't think you want to 'break up' with me now, would ya?" He threatened while caressing my red cheek that was still stinging. When did he turn abusive?

 "I could tell your parents about Aiden.....don't you think they will be dissapointed in you if they found out if you had sex with the multi-billionare, international famous, Pop-star?" I thinked about it for a moment , maybe he was right. My parents are probably dissapointed in me, but are hiding it just to be nice.

   I shrunk away when he leaned in closer to kissed me, he pulled his head up and glared at me. I unwillingly let him lean closer when he aggresively kissed me, his breath reeked of alcohol and burgers. Ewww. What did I get myself into. I tried to keep my mouth shut, but since Spencer was way stronger than me, he forcefully pushed his tongue into my mouth. His taste was distgusting. It was like beer, not that I knew how that tasted. 

  When he pulled back for air, I tried to look away from his bloodshot eyes, but he pushed my head so I could look at him. 

 "Don't even think about breaking up with me, since I have special connections, I could do some very, very, horrible things to your family, friends, and most importantly, your babies", He threathened.

 I stood straight up, while anger and helplesness where coursing through my veins.

"No, please don't do anything, ok? I promise I won't break up with you, just please don't do anything", I begged pathetically. My kids where my life, and my parents, they had the choice to kick me out, but they didn't, McKenna and Bradley didn't have to help me, but they did. So the only thing I could do to repay them is to keep them in danger. So I decided to not be selfish, and be with Spencer.

  He seemed to be in thought for a moment when a devious smile came up on his face.

  "Well, only if you kiss me willingly, and also tell me that you love me", he bribed.

   He obviously wanted a quick answer, so in the blink of an eye, he was choking me against the bed.

   "Do you really think you had a chioce, dumbass?", he shouted at me and put his face closer to me, "Say you love me! Say it", he spat against my face again. I didn't hesitate to say it, I was running out of breath.

 "I love you," I managed to get out. Spencer removed his hands from my neck when he walked out of my room without another word. I gasped in air while I waited for my face to turn red. I still felt the pain on my cheek and I also felt prickles of tears threathning to come out. I refused myself to cry when I walked to my bathroom to get some make-up. As I predicted, my left cheek was purple and my neck had finger marks all over. I put on some makeup and my bruises were barely noticable. I tried to cheer myself up about thinking about my children.

  I went downstairs and I saw all of my kids playing with each other, while my mom was taking another video.

  "Was everything all right up there? I heard some shouting.", my mom said. I hoped that she didn't notice anything unusual.

  "Oh yeah, we just had a l-little fight", I stuttered while getting ready to breatfeed them. Obviously, I wasn't embarrased that my mom was here. I took Aiden, the closest baby next to me, and I tried the Football hold. It kinda tickled the first time I did it, then I got used to it. I tried all of the other holds with each of them, and I concluded that the ootball hold was the easiest for me, right now, Since the others hurt my neck a little bit.

     For the rest of the day, I called Misty for a bit, since I didn't want to worry McKenna and Bradley on thier date today. Lucky McKenna, She has a man who actually cares about her. I decided to use the laptop and the first thing that popped up on the internet was 'Aiden Harper watching deductlets dancing to 'Dance With Me'.

      I instantly clicked on it and Aiden's mom and some if his friends were with him. I had never seen Aiden's mom before, so I paused it and focused on her. She had blue eyes and brown hair and looked a little like her son. I guessed that Aiden looked more like his dad. His mom's name, according to the description, was Christina Harper. Christina looked very young to, like in her late 20's early 30's. I also concluded that she was a teen mom, like me. I focused back on the video and it looked like everyone else but Aiden was paying attention. It seemed that he was in very deep thought, looking at all of the kids when the camera closed up on them.

   What was surprising that when the camera turned to me, He muttered silently that I was beautiful. I heard him because everytime that I was with him, he wold say something under his breath, and I would catch him. It was obvious that he was uncomfortable because he knew those were his kids, and the first time he saw them was on a stupid video. Unfreaking-believable. I decided to put of the laptop and play with my kids, erasing away all the painful memories.

This chapter sucked!!!! I mean, like really bad. Well, more drama is coming up soon, because I need to get to the middle before school starts. And this story is nowhere near finished!!!!! Bye-Bye.