"Live in the moment"

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I learned a lot from Tammy and Toby which was really awesome. I introduced them to Sarah and they had hit it off really great.

" I'm sorry about Dustin" Sarah had told me, " He is a douche of a brother. That's probably the reason I wear black ."

We laughed and I felt better then I started think about Hector .

His name was Hector and he didn't care about me. I felt down .

I already failed choosing my mother instead of my father. That will haunt me to this day at least.

I already failed by lying to my brother and my sister for telling them that where they go I'll go.

I failed by losing my grandma after the fire in Chicago.

I failed everyone and I know that some day even now , These friends I met will leave me soon.

Why am I a failure?

I wanted to cry , but I held it in.
No one wants to hear me cry out the blues  over stupid things.

I know I failed at something and I can't make up for it.

"Hey! Just live in the moment and everything will be okay" They told me smiling.

I just smiled back hiding my tears.

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