American Love Affair

Chapter 41

Tears began to fall down my face. I didn't want people seeing so I ran up to my room. I shut and locked the door. I sat on my bed and cried. He can't be, just when everything good starts happening, this happens. I find out my true love has to go on your for over 6 months. I mean I can't say I'm not happy for him because I am, it's just I don't think I could go through six months of him not being here,cuddling me, kissing me, so many different things. Plus Bradley's going on tour with Austin Mahone soon and that's gonna leave me even more heart broken. I mean I live in The United States. Calum's going to be across the map and so would Brad. Then they will be here and then gone again. I'll be to upset to do it. Phylicia people are gonna ask why your in your room not at the party. Go get new clothes on and wipe that face. Your so beautiful and it's better that you hang with him while you can. The voices came back! This isn't good. I start changing back to my old self. I walked to my closet and grabbed an Nirvana band tee and some white skinny jeans. I threw them on before going into the bathroom. I looked at myself. Your pathetic Phylicia. Crying over a guy who's only going to be gone for 6 months. Just pathetic. You should be crying over how your going back to school soon and gonna have to deal with Tianna. I forgot all about her. Shit, she's going to get on my nerves so bad now that I have only one kidney. I bet everyone knows now though. I bet they also know about my brother and me getting back together with Calum. I wiped the last tear that had fallen and splashed water in my face. I wiped my face with a towel and unlocked my door and walked back downstairs with a fake smile. My mom walked over to me and said" Hey us adults are going to a club for a little to hang out a little. If you want you can have a party but please clean the mess up after. I already told Bradley. Love you." She kissed my cheek before every single adult walked out of the house. So it left about 30-50 people. People called other people. It was getting crowded. I made sure to lock my room. I walked over to the alcohol table that people had placed the alcohol on. I grabbed a cup and gulped it down. I turned and was pushed back on the side of the table. I looked up and saw Calum smirking. " I'm taking you up the stairs for some fun." I giggled. " Lead the way." I flirtatiously said.

Okay guys should I write the dirty part. Leave a comment telling me if I should or not.

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