October 18 2018

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So before I actually get into talking about my day, let me just explain how my night went. I went into my bedroom at around 10:30 last night, I didn't get into bed until about 11:00 last night. So you would think that I probably would have fallen asleep at around 11:30ish right? WRONG! I fell asleep at 1:30 IN THE FUCKING MORNING! I started trying to fall asleep at 11:30ish but NO! Instead my brain is like "BEFORE YOU GO TO BED YOU'RE GOING TO HAVE A BUNCH OF MENTAL BREAKDOWNS!" And I'm like NO THANK YOU! And let me explain, I was so tired and all I wanted to do was sleep but I just couldn't calm down whatsoever! I tried weird breathing exercises because I'm a weird little piece of trash, I tried listening to music, and then I tried watching YouTube. By this point I was just really depressed and feeling like I was going to throw up for some reason...I tried watching CrankThatFrank because he can always make me smile, but it's kind of concerning because I didn't crack a smile once while watching him try to guess the emo song in one second... Anyway, it's 1:30am and I FINALLY fall asleep. I was awake for about an hour in the middle of the night, I got five and a half hours of sleep in total🙄 My alarm went off at 7:30am and I sat on my phone until about 8:00am, and then I fell back asleep until 8:30 when my mom yelled "OONA ARE YOU UP?! YOU HAVE TO GO SOON!" And I'm like NOW IM UP! So then I had a long day of school, ending the day off with FRENCH CLASS! Aka my least favourite class. I got home after school and I got something to eat and started watching Santa Clarita diet(great show btw). I started getting ready for dance because I had dance at 5:30pm today. I had ballet for an hour and a half, and then I had a half hour break that I really wanted to sleep during but I didnt👍 After my break I had modern for an hour and fifteen minutes. By the time we were in modern for about half an hour of modern I just really wanted to go home and sleep. Finally when I was finished dance for the night I came home and started trying to print my story for school that's due tomorrow but my computer and printer were being annoying and me and my mom started arguing. I went into my bedroom and put my pajamas on. I came back downstairs and had a snack. I went to brush my teeth and while I was doing so my mom was getting mad at me because she kept telling me to put something away over and over again while I was trying to say that I heard her the first time🙄 So now I'm FINALLY IN MY BED writing this trash for no fucking reason. Anyway, I'm done torturing you with my trash.

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