I Love You (Jack Johnson)

Part 4

* Niamh's POV *

Alana was rushed to the hospital and they ended Magcon just so the lads and Mahogany could come and see how Alana was.

Why did she do it? Was something said to her? What was it?

I looked over to Johnson who was sitting on a chair in the waiting room and staring into space. I walked over and sat beside him.

"I'm sure she'll be fine. It's happened before. She was fine. Just lost a lot of blood." I said looking at him.

"Are you sure? Why would she hurt herself?" Jack asked putting his head in his hands.

"I don't know. Someone must have said something to her." I said looking down to the floor.

"Alana McCullough?" I heard.

I stood up and walked towards the nurse.

"How is she?" I asked quietly.

"She's fine now. She lost a lot of blood though. She said some girl at Magcon said she was a worthless piece of shit and that she should jump off a cliff. She also asked for a Jack Johnson and her twin sister which I'm assuming is you." She said.

I broke down after she said that. My own sister was told to jump off a fucking cliff by someone.

"Niamh? What's wrong? Is everything ok?" Gilinsky asked walking towards me.

"What's wrong? What happened?" Hayes asked panicking.

"Alana's fine. She lost a lot of blood. She she told t-the n-nurse that she was told to jump off a a a cliff and that she was told she was a a a worthless piece of shit." I said trying to breathe.

I looked over to Nash who was punching the wall. Shawn was sat on the floor rocking back and forth. Cameron was crying. Jacob was pacing back and forth. Johnson. Well he was pacing and crying. I walked over to him and stopped him pacing.

"She's fine. She wants to see me and you." I said calming him down.

Man they've only met and already he cares about Alana. I guess she opened his eyes. They'd be a cute couple. Plus this is the last Magcon for a while. Maybe we could all go on a road trip.

I walked into my twin sisters room with Jack following behind me. I walked over to one of the chairs and sat down. I patted the chair beside me asking Jack to sit beside me.

"How are you bubs?" I asked smiling at her.

"Not too bad. Could be better." She said raspy.

"Why?" I asked turning serious.

"Did the nurse not tell you?" Alana asked.

"I was told. But why? You could have came to me. You know I hated it when you cut before. Alana you ended up in the hospital the last time too. The last time was back home. And remember what the doc said? You could have died. If you had have made one more cut I would have lost my own twin sister! You would have never been able to meet the lads. You wouldn't have been in America. Now look. You're back in hospital. I wasn't told this time if you were a cut away from dying or not. You don't realise how scary it is. You were my first best friend. And for me to find out my twin sister cut herself again kills me Alana! It hurts!" I said looking away from her.

"I'm sorry. But if it was Carter that got no screams and you went up to the stage to let him know people actually care about him and then get told to jump off a cliff cause you're a worthless piece of shit I'm pretty sure you would cut too. All I did was let Jack know people care about him. And I end up getting hate! I just wanted to show my fave how much he meant to me. I don't like knowing Jack doesn't have many fans." She replied looking away.

I got up and walked out of the room. I walked over to were Nash was sitting and sat beside him. What can I say? I mean my own sister. Why? Why is it always Alana?