I don't have much time left,
I can feel it
the gaps are getting bigger
I've lost all the memories
about how you looked like
how you sounded
how you smelled
the only source of information
about you are my previous letters
It's all because of those
terrible medicines
they want me to take
and every time I don't wanna do it
they force me anyway
by using other
'calming' drugs
I'm just sad we can't spend
this year's Christmas together
why don't they understand
I'm only calm when I have you
by my side?
come back,
jjk
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thoughts & desires | taekook
FanfictionJungkook suffers from schizophrenia. While his treatment he decides to write letters to his old lover. Or at least that's what he thinks. [form:letters]
