Jimin, please

Always alone

Jimin practically ran off stage when BTS had finished practicing for the concert they had later. He had made so many mistakes. Jimin grabbed his bag and sprinted to the bathroom. 

Once he got into one of the stalls and locked the door, he burst into tears. He reached into his bag to pull out a razor, then he pulled his pants down to reveal his scar covered thighs. With tears streaming down his plump cheeks, he pierced the skin on his thighs with the razor and drug it across multiple time to create six bloody cuts. 

He sat in the bathroom and cried for a few minutes before hearing a deep voice call his name. He knew it was Taehyung. Jimin quickly cleaned himself up, grabbed his bag, and walked out if the bathroom to find 2 of the members waiting for him.

"You okay?" Jhope asked Jimin.

"Yeah, just feel a little sick. That's all" Jimin replied anxiously

"NOOO. JIMINIE IS SICKKK!!!" Taehyung screamed.

"I'm not sick Tae." Jimin sighed

Before they could say anything else, the other 4 members walked over to them along with their manager.

"The concert tonight is canceled" Namjoon told them.

"What why?" Jhope and Tae said surprised.

"The weather is really bad and it's only supposed to get worse." Their manager explained.

After that happened, the 7 went back to their dorms. Once they walked into the dorms, they all went their separate ways.

Jimin
I went to my room as fast as I could. I was actually kind of happy that the concert was canceled. It meant that we or I had more time to practice and be perfect for the army.

Thankfully I don't have to share a room with anyone, since we changed the room arrangements. I began to change my clothes into something more comfortable, but then I heard someone knock and my door.

"JIMINIE!!!" It was Jungkook.

"Jiminie hyung I'm coming in." Jungkook yelled.

No, I thought, my scars are showing.

"Just a minute kookie" I yelled back.

I scrambled to put pants on just before he walked in.

"Fine Jiminie pabo" Jungkook spat as he walked away.

I sighed then followed Jungkook to the kitchen, where Namjoon and Jin were flirting with each other.

"Get a room hyungs" Jungkook said awkwardly.

I laughed at as I noticed Jin turning tomato red. Namjoon got up, took Jin's wrist and pulled him to their shared room. Kookie and I burst into laughter when they left. Suddenly Taehyung walked up behind Jungkook, wrapped his arms around his waist and whispered something that made Jungkook turn as red as Jin. Then they walked away to one of their rooms, leaving me alone.

'I'm always alone. No one will ever love me.' I thought.