Jimin, please

NO

Today was a fan meet. Everyone was wearing short sleeve shirts except me, I was wearing a hoodie. Like usual.

We arrived at the place for the fan meet and I was starting to get anxious. There were so many people staring at me.

"ARMY!!!!" Namjoon yelled.

The crowd went wild. The screams were deafening. The fan chant had started.

"KIM NAMJOON
KIM SEOKJIN
MIN YOONGI
JUNG HOSEOK
PARK JIMIN
KIM TAEHYUNG
JEON JUNGKOOK
BTS!!!" The crowd went wild with screams.

The fans started lining up to see us. I was sitting between Yoongi and Namjoon. Yoongi kept his hand on my knee to calm me down. The first few fans passed and I tried to keep a smile on my face.

We finally got to take a break I rushed to the bathroom, and looked is the mirror. How can the army love me. I'm ugly and fat. I can't sing or dance like the other members. I cried, why am I here. I would be better off dead. Suddenly yoongi walked in the bathroom and saw me.

"Jimin" he ran over to me and hugged me. I collapsed in his arms.

"What's wrong Jiminie?" He questioned me.

"Me, I'm wrong. Everyone would be better off if I was dead." I cried.

"No you're wrong. If you were dead, everyone would be devastated."

"NO! YOU'RE THE ONE WHOS WRONG!! EVERYONE HATES ME! I'M A DISGUSTING UGLY FAT RAT THAT DESERVES TO DIE!!!" I screamed not know what had come over me. I didn't know what to after that so I ran out of the bathroom.

Yoongi
I can't believe that just happened. I've never seen Jimin act like that before. I just stood there, shocked. I had to do something.

I ran out, chasing after Jimin.

Jimin
I ran and quickly grabbed my jacket and mask. I put them on as quick as I could and ran out of the building. I didn't know where I was going, but I just kept running.

Soon enough I found myself in a familiar part of Seoul, I was close to the dorms. That's when I started running again. After running for about 5 minutes, I was at the dorms.

I walked in and entered my room, just to walk towards my razor. I grabbed it and sped to the bathroom.

In the bathroom, I took my shirt off, revealing all the scars on my upper body. I brought the razor up to the skin on my arm, ugly, I made a cut, mistake, Another cut. I made so many cuts that there was blood covering my whole upper body.

I sat on the bathroom floor hoping to die from blood loss. Until I heard the front door open up.

"JIMIN" it was Namjoon hyung.

"JIMINIE ARE YOU HERE!" Jungkook , I thought.

"GUYS THE BATHROOM LIGHT IS ON AND THE DOOR IS LOCKED!!" Jhope hyung, no, I thought, please don't.

"IVE GOT THE KEY" Namjoon yelled.