I Want To Die

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Yoongi
The door opened and there was Namjoon. 

"Um sorry, did I interrupt something?" 

"Yes, in fact you did" I stated. 

"Well come eat dinner before it gets cold." 

Jimin quickly slid out of my arms and walked to the door. "Are you coming hyung?"

I got up and walked over to jimin. I wrapped my arms around his waist, "I'm never leaving you jiminie."

"Well I am, I want food" jimin slipped out of my arms and ran to the kitchen.  I smiled to myself as I walked after him. 


Jimin
We finished eating and I decided to post on Twitter. I fixed my messy hair and took a picture. A few minutes after posting the picture, I checked on it to see if the army's liked it. All I saw was:

"Your so fat omg like lose some weight" 

"Omg your so ugly jimin"

"You should die like no one likes you" 

I started crying. Why do the armys hate me so much. Maybe I do deserve to die. I hate myself, the army hates me, everyone hates me. 

I grabbed my razor and started to cut again, but no I need to do something bigger, more permanent, suicide. 

I covered my arms and to the bathroom to get the bottle of pills. I put it in my pocket and walked to get water from the kitchen. Crap, I thought when I saw Namjoon in the room when I walked in. 

"Hey jimin" he greeted me. 

"Hi" I mumbled. 

"Is everything ok?" He asked me. 

"Um-yeah I'm fine" 

"Are you sure?"

"IM FINE!! WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME?!?" I screamed. 

"Jimin" Namjoon said calmly. "Why do you have pills in your pocket?"

I was horrified. How did he know. "H-how did you know that?"

"You can obviously see them" 

"O-oh" 

Namjoon held out his hand, I reached into my pocket and handed him the bottle of pills. As I did that I started crying.

"Why am I not good enough?" I cried. 

"What are you talking about jimin?"

I showed him the picture with the hate comments. 

"Jimin" he softly hugged me.

I cried harder and couldn't stop no matter how much I tried to.

"I-I just want to die" I cried. "I get so much hate, the army hates me, I hate myself, I just want to die." 

I just want to die. 

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