Why Jimin

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Yoongi pulled Jimin into a hug.

"Please tell me Jiminie" yoongi said trying to stop crying.

"I'm s-sorry" I sobbed.

Why, why can't I get myself to tell him. I trust yoongi, don't I?

"I-I'm sorry. I'm s-so ugly and I make so many mistakes while p-practicing. A-and everyone h-hates me so m-much, and I-I hate myself so m-much." I stuttered while crying harder.

"No Jimin, you're beautiful, probably more beautiful than Jin hyung. And you might make a few mistakes at practice but everyone does. Also, we love you and army loves you so much. Jimin please don't hate yourself. I love you so much and it hurts me to see you doing this to yourself." Yoongi cried.

"Please promise me that you won't do this anymore, please Jimin don't hurt yourself anymore"

"I'm sorry hyung, but I can't promise you anything" I stated getting up and running out of his room.

I ran to my room and locked the door. I cried. I just cried every thing out. Yoongi knows now. He'll probably tell the other members, then they'll hate me like I hate myself. They will probably also kick me out of BTS. God they'll be so much better off without me. They'll be so much happier if I leave.

Yoongi
Jimin just got up and left. I need to help him but I'm not sure if he'll allow me to.

I love Jimin so much, with all my heart. But, he probably doesn't love me back, in fact after what just happened he probably hates me.

I have to go talk to him.

Author's pov
Meanwhile

Jimin
Yoongi told me he loves me but I don't know how I feel about him or if he even meant it.

My mind automatically goes to my only coping mechanism, cutting.

I go towards my razor, roll up my sleeve, and make 5 cuts on the pale skin on my thin arm.

Authors pov
Yoongi opened his door and walked out of his room, towards Jimin's room. He slowly knocked on Jimin's door, opening it only to see his worst fear.

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