Jimin
I woke up to the sound of Jin calling my for breakfast. I slowly got up and stumbled to the kitchen where the other members were. I sat down next to a sleepy Yoongi. We ate breakfast, then I got up to clean my plate, but I tripped and the plate smashed on the floor.
"Jimin, you pabo" Yoongi yelled, still half asleep.
"I'm sorry, I'm s-sorry, I-I'm r-really sorry." I stuttered my words hardly able to hold back my tears.
"Jimin, just go clean up and we'll take care of this" Namjoon calmly stated.
"Yeah, don't worry Jiminie, Namjoon has broken plenty of plates." Jin said almost laughing.
"O-ok, t-thank you hyungs" I said quietly, quickly walking to my room.
Once I got to my room, I closed the door and started quietly crying. Stupid, I thought. Why am I so stupid. God, I laughed through my tears, I am so stupid and ugly. After thinking that, I grabbed my razor and brought it to the skin on my wrist. I slowly dragged it across my small scar covered wrist, creating 3 new bleeding cuts. I quickly cleaned them and went to the bathroom to shower.
The shower was hot and stung my new cuts. I cried and cried, I didn't even know what was water and what was tears. I let out a big loud sob and immediately covered my mouth, pleading that no one heard me. Suddenly I heard a loud banging on the door,
"Jimin!" It was Min Yoongi.
"Jimin, open up! What's wrong." He yelled at me.
"Nothing hyung. I'm in the shower." I yelled back, hoping he would just leave me alone.
"Jimin don't pretend that I don't know you're crying in there."
Shit, I thought as I was getting out of the shower. Thankfully I had brought a clean change of clothes into the bathroom with me, so I could avoid them seeing my cuts.
As I walked out of the bathroom, Yoongi grabbed my wrist where the cuts were, causing me to yelp in pain. He just started at me in horror, as he rolled up my sleeve and stared at my recent cuts.
Yoongi quickly pulled my into his room, where we both proceeded to break into tears.
"W-why Jimin? Why would you do something like that to yourself? Why do you hurt yourself?" Yoongi managed say through his sobs.
"I-I'm sorry h-hyung." I stuttered out between sobs, not knowing what to say.
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Jimin, please
FanfictionJin has Namjoon, Jungkook had Taehyung, but Jimin just feels alone. He thinks he messes up on dancing all the time. He crys himself to sleep every night, trying to forget about the scars on his body. Heavy with self harm and depression, mentions su...
