My poetry

First love

She loves a boy much older,
She is afraid of getting the cold shoulder,
They are best friends could they be more,
Or would he judge her for sure,

They trust each other,
She fears being hurt by this other,
He doesn't know her secret,
She'd much rather keep it,

While knowing is forbidden,
It would be easier if it wasn't hidden,
She is eager to see him,
Him seeing her is not always a given,

They met,
Who knew she would be swept,
Stuck in a fantasy,
She thought they were meant to be,

She prayed for the day,
But it was far far away,
He never knew,
And he had left for a new,

Now gone to a big place,
She didn't want to waste,
She tried to forget,
But had many regrets,

She left and found another,
Two worlds apart they live even farther,
Now old she remembers the days of them,
As her's came to an end,