Not Interested

Chapter 15

Regan's POV

- 6 days later -

I walk out the door. Ready for my first day. Im wearing my hair up in a messy bun, Tiny bit of makeup, over sized pink sweater that says " Girl, I have a brighter smile then your future" and black leggins with thicke grey socks with a red stripe on top ( Idk what they are called ) and they are going over my leggings. And to finish my lazy outfit off, im wearing my light blue uggs. I walk out of the house carrying my backpack. I walk up to the bus stop to see Camas and Matt kissing.( Camas is wearing a pink crop top that shows her belly, blue jeans and flip flops.) Why is she wearing that? Its freezing.  I walk up to them.

" Am I interupting?" I giggle. Camas jumps up and looks at me.

" Uhm... Nope" She wipes her lips. I look at Matt. He looks at me. I look back at Camas.

" Oh my god.... Are you guys..."

" Yes" Camas sighs sitting back down. I chuckle.

" Shawn and I are together"

"Really? Thats great" She cheers. I smile I sit on the other bench. I look down the sidewalk to see the rest of the boys. Here comes fun. I look for Shawn. He is wearing a plad shirt that and blue jeans. I look down at my fingers. I play with them. I see 2 sets of feet. I look up. Shawn. He smiles and sits beside me. 

" Hey " he says wraping his arms around me. 

" Hi"

" Whats wrong?"

" Im just. Scared."

" About?"

" Going back. People are going to look at me funny"

" Dont worry. You'll be fine" he smiles and pecks my cheek. " Taylor knows"

" Knows about us?" I ask looking at him. He nods. I look over at Taylor. He looks depressed as ever.

" Oh..."

" Yeaaa. Im glad to see you. I havnt seen you in like... 4 days?"

" Yea. Sorry. I've been busy lately" I chuckle. He nods. The bus stops infront of us. We all get on. This time im not in the back. Im at the front. Camas and Matt are cuddling in the back. Taylor and Cameron are talking in the other seat. Shawn sits beside me. He wraps his arm around my waist. I look at him.

...

Shawn and I hold hands walking up to the school. Everybody looks at me. I look to the ground. Shawn opens the door for me.  I walk in first. The smell of the old school makes me feel sick. Shanw takes my hand and we walk together to my locker.

When we get there, I open it. I pull out my history books. 

" I'll see you later Shawn" I say kissing his lips. I close my locker walking away. 

I walk into the classroom. I speed walk to my desk. At the back. Camas, Cameron and Taylor walk in next. Camas sits beside me, she looks at me.

" How's Sam?" she asks opening her books.

" I dont know. We are going to the hospital tonight." I open my books keeping my eyes down. Cameron sits on the other side of me. Taylor sits infront of me. I feel lots of eyes on me. The teacher walks in and starts talking.

...

I pick up my books and I stand up. Someone stands infront of me. I look up. Willow. 

" Oh. Hey.... Willow" I say visiously.

" Hey Regan. How's the D?"

" Shawn and I arent having s e x. Back off and leave us alone. Thanks to you, I got kicked off the cheer team. And now, im not even popular. Like my friend Camas."

" Camas is your friend? Dang.... I mush feel baaaad for her" She walks away giggling. I roll my eyes and I walk out of class and back to my locker. I open it and I put my book in it. I look around. Everyone is whispering about me. Some people are looking at me, then whispering to their friends. Then looking back at me. I slam my locker shut and I walk to the bathroom. I punch open the door and I walk to the mirrors. Girls walk out of the bathroom looking at me. Camas comes out of one stall and walks to the sink. She washes her hands and dries them off. She walks off huming.

" Um... Hello?" I say rudeky.

" Oh, hey. Didnt see you there" she smiles. I roll my eyes looking back into the mirror. I hear the door open. Then close. I turn around to see her gone. 

I walk out of the bathroom and back to my locker. I open it and I pull out my phone. I dial Deans number. I put it to my ear and wait 3 rings. He picks up.

D: Hey, Regan. Why are you calling?

R: Can you come pick me up. Please?

D: Why?

R: I feel like im about to get beaten up

D: ok, i'll be there in 5

He hangs up. I put my phone in my pocket. I turn around to see Duke and his " gang "

" Duke, go away" I say trying to push through him. He is to strong for me.

" Im not going anywhere. Why are you and Shawn together? He's a nerd. Im popular. If you date me, you can be popular again! Maybe be put on the cheerleading team. And so I can see that fine ass of yours in the skirt." He smirks getting closer. I back up hitting my locker.

" No way. Im not dumping Shawn for you. Your ugly and you have the smell of slut all over you. Sooo, no. Now move" I push him. He doesnt move. " Duke, im not kidding. Move" I try pushing him again. His face was normal tan, now its dark red of anger. I back up as far as I can. I look for Shawn. I see him turn the corner walking towards my locker. Duke grabs my face making my lips a O. He dives at my lips sticking his tongue in all the way. Making me gag. I push his shoulders back. He just gets closer. His hand crawls up my waist going toward my boob. I push harder.

" HEY!" Shawn yells. I hear him running towards us.  By now, the halls should be cleared. I hear Shawn pulling Dukes " gang" away. I start to feel dizzy. I start losing air. My legs start to feel like jelly. My eyes close and I fall. Duke lets me go allowing me to fall. I open my eyes. Blurry. Duke gets on his knees and kisses my neck. I turn to look at Shawn. He is being held back. He pushes and struggles to get to me. I put my hands up pushing Duke away. I get my eyes site back. I drag my body away. I see Dean running up to me. He starts yelling at the jocks. They all walk away pissed. Shawn runs to me, picking me up bridal style. I wrap my arms around his neck. I finally get my breath and feeling in my legs back.

" You ok?" Shawn asks. I nod smiling. I close my eyes, resting my head on his chest.