gone in an instant

seven

song: purpose by Justin Bieber

I stop the clip and take a few deep breaths. I flipped out after that moment, I broke down and no one knew what to do. I never act like that. I decide to wash my face and leave the bathroom, going back to my seat, finally being able to fall asleep.

A few hours later, Gabe wakes me up and tells me to get ready. I begin to pack my bag and place various weapons over my body. We were landing in a private airport 30 minutes from their location. Luckily we have some ex members here to waive us through with no security or id's.

I feel my heart beat out of my chest as I close my eyes and remember another moment we shared. She sat next to me in first class and stared out the window with wide eyes.

"Baby look at the water, it's gorgeous." She gasps and I hold her hand.

"Not as gorgeous as you." I kiss her cheek and she blushes.

She rolls her eyes, "So cheesy."

"You love it." I smile and connect our lips again.

"I do and I love you." She taps my nose and I shake my head.

The plane shakes as we begin to land and I crack my neck, it's game time. As soon as the door opens we pile out and into the cars waiting, which drive us to the location.

Gabe gives orders and directions, but I keep my eyes out the window thinking about her.

"Bro, you listening?" Gabe shouts.

"Sorry, what am I doing?" I ask again.

"You and me are going in once we have the borders cleared." He explains and I nod. He sighs as I look back out the window, I feel him by my side.

"We are doing this for her." He says. "All of our men will not rest until every last one of them is in the grave, trust me."

"I know, I don't doubt your word." I reply.

"Then why the sad face, I figured you would be pumped?" He cocks his head.

"She wouldn't have wanted this...violence." I shake my head. "I probably sound so weak."

"No I get it, she was like that." He nods. "So what do you propose we do?"

I stay silent, not knowing what I want. "Let's just stick to the plan." He gives an 'okay' and leaves me alone again. I on the other hand do have other plans.

Can't wait to see you again, baby.

song ends at 1.31