Bitter Sweet • Solby

☠ Chapter Four ☠

Sam's p.o.v
"But, he lives with me"I say, not picking up on the fact.
"It was probably when he still lived with his parents, and he felt the need to take it out on You" Brennen says.
I sigh. Does Colby just use me as a punching bag? And nothing more? Does he even consider me his boyfriend?
"Do you think he loves me?" I ask softly, almost a whisper. Tears well up in my eyes as I stare down at the floor waiting for a responce. Jake sighs. "I'm sure he does- but he just doesnt..." he trails off, looking anywhere but me. "He just doesn't know it"

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I left the park after a few hours, heading back home. I was nervous about it too.
I walked down the sidewalk, seeing my house in the distance.
I sheepishly walk up the steps.
Before I can grab hold of the door nob, the door swings open, revealing a red eyed messed up haired Colby.

"Where have you been! I've been worried sick!" He yells, more concerned than angry.
"I-i am sorry" how can I forget to text him?

"Whatever. Just come inside and don't let it happen again." He goes back up the stairs, I am assuming into his room.

I sigh and walk slowly up the stairs, going into my room, that's right across from his. Our house is huge. There's still a lot of bedrooms available.

This house is Colby's AND mine. Meaning, maybe I can get some of my friends to move in?

Maybe that'll be a bad idea.

I shrug the thought off as I open my bedroom door, stepping inside. I don't bother taking off my shoes as I lay on my bed, scrolling through Instagram.

I didn't know why i was on Instagram 24/7. It was kind of my escape from Colby. I never knew or understood how our relationship could take a turn.

I don't even know what happened the day he first put a hand on me. It's like something or someone triggered something in his head.

I was just sitting in my bedroom, studying and he came behind me and hit me. I hope things get better.