They said
Everything will be fine
But it never works on me
I lost on the middle of the night
With an empty mind
With all the unnecessary thoughts
And some mixed tears of sadness and disappointment
How I hope there are somethings
For me to treat this complicated thoughts
Or a button
To clear all these messes
And restart my life
They said
Rainbows come after storms
You gotta go through all
Before the appearance of rainbows
The journey of getting a rainbow
Is like crushing on someone
Who is hopeless
To myself
It doesn't matter
How much afford you put in
At the end
They will still not be part of your life
Tried not to drown in the big ocean
Struggling to catch a float
Keep my head above the water
At the end
No one knows what you did
The final applause they gave
Are the fake appreciation
With all judgements
