Make Me Yours (BTS fanfic)

Chapter 8

Taehyung's P.O.V- - -

I walked out into the living room and see Namjoon asleep on the couth. I turn towards the kitchen and see Jin washing the dishes. I sit at the counter and wait til he finishes. He dries his hands and sits next to me. 

"You took a shower, why? Didn't you take one last night? Why did you take another one?"

I take a breath and said, "I kinda had a dream. It was about Jungkook." Jin looked at me with a serious face and asked: "What kind of dream did you have?"

I looked down as my cheeks started to heat up. I wanted to tell him, but I just couldn't. It was too embarrassing. What was I supposed to do, just openly admit the truth?

He sighed and set a hand on my shoulder. "Did you have a wet dream about him?"

After a few seconds of hesitation and disbelief that he would guess it correctly, I nodded sheepishly and sat up. "I think I might be in love with him, hyung. What should I do?"

He smiled slightly and pulled me from my seat. "You know what to do. You knew ever since you bought that bracelet. Go to him, he is at the lake."

I nodded and looked at the door. Suddenly, my body began moving. I started to run towards the lake. I couldn't believe that I was about to do this; I never thought I would be able to confess to him, but Jin's pep talk fueled me to keep moving. Of course, I had no clue what he would say. In fact, I was sure it was going to be awkward and hard to say. But something in the back of my head was pulling me forwards to do it. While running, I heard Jin say, "Tell him we are leaving early tomorrow morning. PD-nim wants us home."

I waved an 'ok' to him and ran even faster if it was possible. I had to tell Jungkook. I have to tell him I like- no. I knew I couldn't lie to myself anymore. I had to tell him that I love him.

Along the way, I grabbed the bracelet from my pocket. I found it at a side market one day. I picked it out as a birthday present, but I want to give it to him now. Now that I know what my true feelings for Jungkook are. All I could think of was finally being honest with my feelings to him. No more games and lies. Just love. I kept on running until I saw the lake in the distance. It had the sky reflecting off of it in a beautiful glow. I saw a hazy figure in the distance. I sprang towards the figure once I realized that it must be Jungkook. But as I got closer, I realized there wasn't one figure, but two. 

When I get there, everything hoped for shattered in front of my eyes. Dohyun is kissing Jungkook. The bracelet I held so gingerly suddenly slipped from my hand and clattered on the ground. Dohyun noticed the sound and hastily pulled away, but it was too late. They turned towards me and I couldn't help but look away.

I need to leave now.

"Sorry for interrupting. Jin wanted me to tell you that we are leaving early tomorrow morning. I'll go so you two can get back to what you were doing."

I need to run away from everything.

I turned and began moving away from them. Jungkook was calling out to me, but it only made me go faster. An awful feeling welled inside of me. It was an overwhelming pain and I couldn't bear it anymore. My entire soul was burning up from the inside out. It was if the entire world was against me as I stumbled into the house, barely giving myself time to breathe. I rushed into the room I shared with Jimin and shut the door behind me. I took quick breaths. I'm alone now, I thought. But I can't escape this now, can I?  My hands slowly locked the door, making sure that nobody could watch me as I burned down. All I could do was set my body against the door ran in

I put my head between my legs and stared at the ground.

"What do I do now?"

Jungkook's P.O.V- - -

I wanted to run after him, but Dohyun was holding me back. I turned to him and snapped. "What the hell would possess you to do that. Let go! Let go!

He shook his head and looked at me with determination. "Don't waste your time on him, focus on someone who will love you back. Focus on me!" He said angrily as he pointed to himself. I felt my chest burn with fury.

I slapped him. "You should know that Heejin is in love with you, right? Why don't you try opening your eyes to someone who truly loves you!?"

Dohyun fell silent and didn't respond. Without uttering a word, I pulled my hand free and started to walk away. I stopped where Taehyung dropped what was in his hands. It was a bracelet.

It was all white with one black bead. The opposite of the bracelet I got him- all black with one white bead. Some call them couple bracelets.

Couple bracelets.

I cursed and began running to the house. When I got there, I headed up to Jimin's room. I knock on the door but there was no answer.

"Hyung? Please open up and let me in. I need to talk to you," I said softly, not knowing how he'd respond. An immense guilt washed over me as the door slowly opened.

It swayed open, but the person behind it wasn't Tae. It was Jimin.

"Sorry, he's sleeping," Jimin said, although by the look on his face, I knew he was lying. Taehyung couldn't possibly be able to sleep after what he just saw. After everything that happened. After he spent all of that time trying to tell me his feelings only to have it ruined.

I looked down and words spilled out of my mouth. "Dohyun kissed me. I tried to fight back but I just..."

"Froze?" He asked and I nodded.

"I didn't know what to do. I want to make things right," I admitted.

Tae sighed and said, "We are leaving in the morning, talk to him then."

I nodded and headed to my shared room with Yoongi hyung. I sit in the bed and hold my pillow to my chest. Tears silently streamed from my eyes that night as I silently replayed the scene over and over again. All I could think of was the look in his eyes.

His look of heartbreak haunted me as I cried. I had no clue if he would forgive me and that's what made me scared. Would we ever be able to move on from this? Would he find it in his heart to forgive me? The questions that swam in my head were left unanswered that night.