I'm Pregnant...

Chapter 19

Layla...

When the doctors smacked the first baby that came out, which was my baby boy. I jumped, I couldn't help it. I knew they had to, but I didn't want no one to harm him. He opened his eyes, closed them back and started screaming. The doctors looked at the clock, and said "2:16 a.m." Diamond held my hand tighter when I jerked up. "If he don't get this baby out of me I'm beating his ass" I said to Diamond he chuckled.

"Doc" Diamond called getting the doctors attention again. The doctor looked up from the conversation he was in with one of the nurses. Her cherry cheeks soon went back to their normal color, and her face held a frown. "Bitch you can have sex later, but right now your ass need to get this baby out of me. Cause once I drop this baby. I'm coming for that ass" I tried to keep calm. The doctor cued the lady to get in position.

The doctor instructed me to do the same thing as before, push and breathe. " Alright Layla you push on the count on the count of three" One of the three nurses that were in the room went by my side to hold my hand. "One" the doctor counted. But right now I didn't want anyone to touch me besides Diamond. I gestured for him to give me his other hand. He quickly put his hand out for me to grab. "Two" the doctor went on. I grabbed it and looked directly in his eyes. "Three" the doctor shouted.

I pushed as hard as I could. I knew i was squeezed Diamonds hands as hard as I could, but I could tell I wasn't hurting him. I felt the baby come out of me, cause I felt a true difference in the pain. I was still hurting but it didn't hurt as much as it did before. We heard whimpers before the doctor said 3:36. Declaring b the v time that the baby was born. Diamond let go of my hands and went over to our.. my baby girl. The doctor raised his hand to hit the baby on the tush. " You better put that habd down you see her with her eyes open, there is no reason to hit her. " The nurses washed them.

"Can I hold my babies ?" Diamond passed me the hand sanitizer after he put it on himself. He picked up the girl. And the nurse brought my baby boy over to me. I took him from her. She showed us how to hold them. Then told informed us about how we have to take a class for new parents, and fill out paperwork, for everytime we feed them, and change their diaper. Then they all left to give us our privacy.

"So what are you naming them?" Diamond asked, looking at me. This is his first time he took his eyes off of the baby girl. "Well for my baby boy, I wanted to name him, Noah Nethanial Smith. And for my baby girl I wanted her to be named Naomi Neveah Smith." He nodded, hopefully agreeing to the names I chose.

"I mean I like those names and all, but why don't you give them somebody elses last name?" I shook my head, knowing he was talking about Demetri. " If you saying after Demetri hell no" He shook his head no. "Layla give them my last name" I thought about it. I mean there not his children I wouldn't want him feeling like I'm giving him responsibility for something that has nothing to do with him.

"Are you sure Diamond? I don't want .." He cut me off. "I'm sure Layla" I nodded.

Naomi Neveah & Noah Nethanial Anderson.  The nurse that explained all of the stuff to us earlier walked in, and handed us birth certificates with everything the hospital had to fill out. Diamond insisted that he should fill out the birth certificate. As soon as he set Naomi down in the hospital carrier, she started to cry. The nurse said that we should just start learning the stuff now. 

She was teaching us how to make the bottle, how to properly burp the baby,  how to change the babies diaper,  how to swiftly rock the baby,  how to bathe the babies,  she also informed us that the babies are not to bathe everyday. It was so much stuff,  and on top of that I still haven't slept since I gave birth. I guess I just wanted to see them. But now it's time for me to go to sleep.

I asked the nurses if they were able to bring them to the nursery where all the new borns were held. She nodded her head yes. She called another nurse into the room and they both carried the babies to the nursery. 

"Layla I know your tired but,  I just want to tell you that I wanna be in those kids life.  I know your probably not gonna agree but, they need a dad. I'm gonna be there for you guys and I'm not gonna leave you again."

I nodded understanding where he was coming from but still I don't know if I can believe him anymore.  "Thats the same thing everyone else said.  They said they wasn't gonna leave me. You said it, My mom said it, Demetri said it. What happened. Ya'll all left me. So how the hell can I believe you when you say that?"

"Layla just trust me"