Stella - Acceptance

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The view on Leah's patio was amazing as I stood out to gather the breeze of fresh air sipping on a glass of water. "Beautiful isn't it?" Leah speaks out from behind me leaning up against the patio doors. "Yes its very beautiful" I say before taking another sip of water. Walking beside me she leans against the edge with me "What are you doing out here?" She ask. "Nothing I guess I needed to clear my head through fresh air" I say. "Yeah it is a lot going on in there" She says. Chuckling I couldn't have agreed more. "So are you excited?" She ask. "To become a mother?" I question. "Yes I mean.. how does it feel to be pregnant... you know how does it make you feel?" She ask. "Well besides the terrible morning sickness and sore nipples I would say it's going fine" I explain. "That's good really..".
"Why do you ask?" I suddenly question. She chuckles "I don't know I guess I like seeing you glow.. is that weird?" She ask. Blushing I couldn't believe she was saying these things. No one has ever took the time out to notice the smallest details about me "Actually no it's not weird it's quite flattering".
"How So?" She ask.
"Well no one has ever took the time out to notice the smallest things about me but you" I say. "Really?" Well that's a bit sad" she says. "How so?" I ask now curious. "Well... if I ever saw you walk past me in a store or anywhere I wouldn't have took my eyes for granted.. I probably would have gotten your number, took you out on a couple of dates, made love to you and possibly would've made you my girlfriend" she explains. "Possibly?" I question. "I'm not too big on commitment these days, my sister says I'm a hoe because I was the master of one night stands" She explains. So she beds with girls then leave? How convenient Stella one of your kids might grow up to be a hoe. "I don't want to live that life anymore"She continues on.
"Something or someone change your mind?" I ask. "Something like that" She says before looking back at me. "She must be real special". I say. She's probably seeing someone.. here I was leading her on.. thinking maybe it was all in my head that she felt the same way. "Yeah She is" She mentions before walking closer to me. Fireworks were going off once again. Theirs no way she is talking about me. Is it hard to believe Stella? That maybe Leah jordan is falling in love with you? Just like everyone else that you have lead on.. "I don't know what I feel Stella and I've been trying to figure it out since the first day I met you" She explains. My heart was pounding hard against my chest as I stared up into her sparkling blue eyes "You made me change.. and sometimes it drives me insane because I don't know what I'm doing" She nervously says. I was lost for words once again.. staring into her warm eyes Before my eyes fell down to her plump lips meeting them softly. Slowly she kissed me back slowly lapping over mines before the kiss deepened hot and heavy. Slipping her tongue into my mouth. Suddenly she picks me up wrapping my legs around her waist before traveling her way around my neck sucking my spot once again. Suddenly I was stuck in a very intense lip bite that suppressed all moans. Unfortunately I failed once her sucks became more intense right on my neck. Right away I moaned out loudly against her ear "Oh my... God... I can't take it...". My heart was beating, my core was beating with immediately strong arousal teasing me to the max. Making her way up behind my ear is when I lost it moaning uncontrollably loud as she held me in place grabbing ahold of my ass. Oh god.. I've never been so heavily aroused in my entire life.. I felt as if I was going to come right now if she didn't stop.. "Fuck... please stopp..." I begged as my body ached to be released. No words were spoken as she kissed harder driving me more wild into pure deep pleasure. My head fell back almost instantly as I begin to shiver into her embrace about to come right here.. "Oh.. fuck I'm about to comeeeee...." I moaned out grabbing ahold of her leather jacket tight. Slipping off my shoes and letting them fall to the concrete patio ground could've been much less of a worry right now when I was about to have a extremely intense orgasm... Quickly my body gave in contracting the hardest against my panties before I spilled all over against them in clear sticky arousal. I couldn't even think straight as my heart pounded in my ears. All I felt was Leah's warm breath on my neck driving me completely insane. I don't know why she didn't stop.. but whatever it was it was driving me wildly insane.. Suddenly her bedroom door opened and she let me down almost instantly. "Hey.. y'all are loud up here.. Jesus.. I'm fucking hot..! I need to see my damn husband after this party" Her sister barked out clearly on fire. Quickly I picked my shoes up before shutting my legs I knew my arousal was making a grand entrance down my legs. I don't know if it was the hormones or that I haven't had much of a sex life in a couple of years because of my hectic life, but which ever it was it must've been heavy because my orgasms have never made a grand entrance like this running down my legs.. Noticing right away I begin to flush in red right away embarrassed. Leah and her sister couldn't believe their eyes as I pushed past them shutting myself in a bathroom. This was so embarrassing! My body just had to run the motor and spill over right in front of other people eyes! Just great! Maybe it was my hormones telling me I wanted sex.. The knock on the door scared me half to death "Stella?" Leah ask.
"I'm sorry I put you in a situation like that it won't happen again" She spoke out. Somehow I wanted it to happen again over and over and over.. slipping off my wet underwear I had no choice but to throw them away now. Slipping back on my heels I begin to clean the mess that trailed its way down in between my thighs. Another knock and I swung the door open to Leah's worried face. Her sister was no where in here which I guess made me feel less embarrassed. "I'm sorry" She begins to apologize. Somehow I wanted to be mad at her I really did for putting me in that situation but all that came out was "Why didn't you stop?".
"Because.. your moan drives me insane.. and every time I hear it.. it just makes me want to keep going and going.. and I swear if my sister didn't open that door I would've kept going and I would've made very intense love to you" She explains. "What if I didn't want you to stop?" I say. Stella Struck you nasty... nasty girl! I don't know what made my want to say that but it just kind of came out! I guess my throbbing core was talking for me right now.. Her eyes look at mines before sitting down next to me "Trust me I want to make love to you I do.. but I don't think the timing is right.. and I'm pretty sure the kids down stairs are probably scard for life" She chuckles explaining. Chuckling also I could guess she's right. "I'm sorry I lead you on like that.. I really am I've never in my life did something like and I should've stopped when you told me to". Covering her lips I shush her from rambling on more. Chuckling I say "It's okay please don't be sorry.. I wanted it just as much as you did" I explain to her. "You think that maybe theirs a way I can come to your next appointment?" She ask. As much as I didn't want to lead her on and think that she needed to do this I just couldn't say no.. Not when we both didn't know what was up with our sudden mysterious feelings for each other. Finally I say "Okay you come to every appointment and check up on me every Friday, that's it I don't need you deeper than it is already okay?" I say hoping she will understand. Nodding she says "Okay".
Finally I guess I was accepting the fact that I needed help during this pregnancy. I was going to need all the help I could get especially since Leah knew more about me then I knew about myself during it.

On the way back home the car ride was silent. Not a bad kind of silent the kind of silent we're we both just smiled on the ride to my home. Once we finally arrived she cut the engine before kissing my cheek. I couldn't help it but i kissed her lips and then thanked her for the amazing night at the party. I really did have an amazing day at her nephews party. It was amazing how.. she just made me feel things I've never felt before, still I didn't know if I wanted to pursue it. But for right now I liked where we were, warm cozy and simple. Even though a little part of me wanted it to be much more than that.. That I wanted her permanently here with me everyday.. taking care of me.. making love to me because what I felt with her was real.. but I kept telling myself that I wanted to raise them alone I didn't want help or need it.. because I was stubborn and hard headed.. because I was afraid to love someone.. afraid that maybe they might just take my life that I've always wanted away from me.
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