The Forbidden Bite

Chapter 21: The Forbidden Bite

After yesterday's moment with Daniel, I realized how much honesty really did matter in a relationship.  Daniel trusted me enough to tell me a very serious and personal secret, and I felt comfortable telling him about my suicide attempt.  It looks like both of us had a terrible summer that we can't escape from.  My life has never been exciting or dangerous, but it's always been very complicated.  So complicated.  Or maybe I was just being over dramatic, doesn't matter.  It's still complicated.  My parents were out for the weekend on a trip with some family friends and Kennedy was at a friends house for the weekend.  It was just me.

"How are you planning on seducing him?"  Jacelyn said as she was sitting on my bed.  Apparently, she lived just a couple neighborhoods down the street.  I rolled my eyes at her as I was finishing some Geometry homework.

"I'm not seducing him,"  I answered.  Jacelyn groaned and flopped back at the edge of my bed.

"Don't you think it's about time that you and Daniel do the frickle frackle,"  She said and I looked up from my paper.

"What did you just call it?"

"The frickle frackle,"  Jacelyn raised her hands like "Duh."

"Seriously?"  I said.

"Whatever, it doesn't matter.  You need to wow him,"  She said and raised her eyebrows.

"I can handle it,"  I said.  Deep inside I knew that something was going to happen between us tonight.  This time I knew I was ready.

"Don't forget lube and a condom,"  Jacelyn said.  I gasped.

"What?"  Jacelyn sat up to look at me.  My cheeks turned a bright pink.  "Aww your embarrassed,"  Jacelyn giggled and patted my cheek.  I heard the doorbell ring and realized that Daniel was here, it was 7:30pm.  Maybe it was a bad idea to do this.  We hadn't been dating that long, but we trusted and loved each other.  Wasn't that enough?  Jacelyn ran downstairs and I ran shortly after her.  She swung the door open and Daniel was wearing navy blue jeans and combat boots.  His hair was ruffled almost like he had just taken a shower.  He had a black leather jacket that was tighter then the other ones he owned so it showed off all his muscle.  He leaned against my doorway and got a smug look on his face after noticing that I was almost drooling.  Jacelyn turned around to face me and gave me a thumbs up.

"I'm going to go and don't worry about being to loud,"  She blew me a kiss and walked beside Daniel to leave.  I started blushing furiously at her comment and Daniel laughed and shut the door.

"I'm sorry, that's Jacelyn.  She is a handful and has no shame what so ever,"  The cigarette smell was intoxicating as I breathed it in.  He bit down on his lip and winked at me.

"It's fine.  She seems like a nice girl,"  Before I could even open my mouth to say another sentence, Daniel's lips were on mine.  He acted so hungry to kiss me, no starving.  We started making out with the same thoughts in our heads.  We weren't sure how we when going to do this, we thought we might need to go to a hotel.  Once my parents announced that they were gone for the weekend we knew it was perfect timing.  So when I asked Daniel to come over, we both knew what I meant by that.  I was nervous.  Daniel could sense that.

"Hey, beautiful.  You need to calm down,"  Daniel whispered as his breath tickled my lips.  I wasn't that sexually experienced at all and I had a feeling he was.

"I'm just not sure what to do,"  I said feeling slightly embarrassed.

"Let me lead, beautiful,"  He whispered seductively in my ear.  I hadn't felt more aroused in my entire life, and now was my chance.  I moaned into the kiss and I trusted him, I knew he wouldn't hurt me.  I did know some things about how sex worked between guys and I definitely knew that Daniel was way more dominant.  We stumbled up the stairs into my bedroom letting the door bang against the wall as I opened it, I slammed it shut.  I tumbled onto my bed laying on my back as Daniel fell on top of me.