Destroyed and Recovered

Chapter 6: "Just forget it."

It's 10 a.m. and Matt is sleeping near me - we slept together last night, it was kinda cute. For fuck's sake, he's hot even when he's sleeping. I'm not getting out of bed, is so nice and warm.

"Morning", I say when Matt slowly opened his eyes.

"Morning babe.", he said, then he gently kisses me on the forehead.

I finally got up from bed and went to the kitchen to make breakfast. After we finished Matt invited me to go to a skate park and said we'll meet some of his friends. Everything was perfect until he mentioned the word "friends", anyway, I accepted.

When we arrived, the park was full of skaters who were trying to impress everybody, even if it meant to go home without all of their teeth. I never liked those kind of people.

And the best part of everything was that some became a crowd. Great.

Surprisingly, they were very friendly and funny. I had such a good time with them. That crowd is actually a big family. They all get along well and they help each other, you know.. like a family. I think is awesome to have friends like them.

At 10 p.m. we all went to a pub, drank some beers and played a few games. I noticed Matt is very closed just to a few of them. It's like a small group of 6 people - me, Matt, Sam, Alex, Brad and... Alice. Alice is umm... I can't even find a proper word for her. She's kinda weird, I mean she seems to be that type of bad girl, but I think is more than that. I've got to know her and she seems a little dark and twisted, but not bad.

We stayed there all night without getting bored or tired. I really like Matt's friends, they are all awesome.

At 6 a.m. we are finally heading home. Matt seems a little dizzy, I think he drank 4 beers and 3 shots of tequila. I can't stop laughing.

"Why are you laughing at?" Matt asks me.

"You're drunk face is so funny." I laugh even harder now.

He took of his shirt and then he came to me wanting to kiss me, but I back off.

"If you want to kiss me you better go take a shower because I don't like your new scotch parfume."

"Only if you are going to join me."

"Hell no.", I said, laughing at the idea that I will ever have a sexual contact with him.

"C'mon Lia!"

"The alcohol is talking right now, little genius."

"We're a couple, we even live together, you're almost 18. You know, it will happen sometime."

"I don't care. Now go take a shower!"

He turned around with a disappointed face without arguing.

It's not just the fact we form a couple for a few weeks or that he is drunk, but I also don't want to have any sexual contact, especially with him. I know, I'm weird and crazy, but it's my choice so that's it, I don't need him to understand that.

After 20 minutes Matt finally got out of the shower.

"Are you better now?", I ask him.

"I guess..."

He sits on bed with me now. After a long moment of silence he opened his mouth to say something but I interrupted him.

"I know that you feel weird now because obviously, what happened before it was weird, but -"

"Just forget it."

"Exactly. We don't need to talk about this.", I smiled and he relaxed. "Anyway, I'll better get some sleep because Alice invited me at her house this evening. She said that she wants to know me better and I agreed because why not."

"Ok, but I must tell you that Alice is very different from all of us so don't make expectations that everything will be perfect between you two."

"Ok.."