No one will care...

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Tw- suicide

I stare down at the tiny screen in my hands, tears streaming steadily down my face

Worthless

Trash

Slut

"Just die, no one will miss you"

I throw the phone across the room, hearing my dad yell at me from downstairs

"I cant"

I cry to my empty room, curling into a ball in the corner

I fall into a restless sleep, my parents angry shouts in my ears.

12:00 am

Its time.

I leave my phone on my bed, a note stuck to the front

Just go through it, hate me.

It doesnt matter anymore.

8790

I sneak down the stairs, closing my back door quietly.

I check my bag, making sure everything I need is there.

Rope: check

Pills: check

Random shit: check

Perfect.

I run through my neighborhood, keeping to dark corners and secluded alleys

After maybe 30 minutes, I reach my school

I move around the edge of the school, weaving through the woods in the back

I drop my stuff in front of the creek bank, finding a suitable tree

Tying the rope around a low tree branch, I sit down and watch the water, encased by darkness for a while.

I finally reach into my bag, taking put the bottle of pills and popping the cap off

One

Three

Five

Ten

Fifteen

Twenty

I deem that enough, already feeling quite light headed, and stand up.

After tying the other end of rope around my neck, I stand on the bank edge and look up at the sky

This is it

Ill be free

They'll all be happier

Without me

I step forward, smiling at the prospect of a fresh start

With

Out

Me

























Im not okay.

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⏰ Last updated: Oct 31, 2018 ⏰

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