The World Is Ugly (sequel to Sweet Blasphemy)

Chapter 4

*one week later* 

Jamie dragged Tatum to the door, opening it and walking in. "Finally!" he groaned, breathing in deeply. "You're a dork," Tatum said and they froze when they saw Ashley on the couch looking at them. "It's fine. We talked about it and we're fine with it," he said and they nodded, looking at each other and smiling. 

"Is my room-" "You're rooms are clean," he said and they nodded. Jamie hugged Ashley and walked to his room, Tatum following him. 

Tatum shut the door and sat on the bed beside Jamie, crossing his legs and letting Jamie sit on his lap. "When will they all be gone?" Jamie whispered, his forehead resting on Tatum's. "I hope soon. Why?" Tatum asked, a teasing smile on his face. "Because I need you," Jamie whispered and Tatum got up, locked the door, and laid down beside Jamie.

"You sure?" he asked and Jamie nodded, kissing him. "Okay. It'll hurt in the beginning," Tatum warned and Jamie nodded, pulling Tatum's shirt off and staring at the engraving on his chest. "You know, you didn't have to do that. Do they hurt?" Jamie asked and Tatum shook his head, smiling.

"I did it as a reminder to both of us that we'll be together forever and that you are mine," Tatum said and Jamie nodded, pulling his shirt off and struggling with his pants. Tatum chuckled and pulled them off, then pulled off his own.

He grabbed the lube and put some on his fingers, rubbing Jamie's hole before pushing a finger in slowly. Jamie moaned and slowly grinded onto Tatum's hand, making Tatum grin. "A born catcher," he said and stuck another finger in, stretching him out.

Jamie leanded back, moaning loudly. "Put it in already!" he growled immpatiently and Tatum chuckled, pulling his fingers out and pushing in. Jamie gasped, fisting the sheets in pleasure. "Are you sure you're a virgin?" Tatum asked and Jamie nodded, grinding onto him.

"You're so tight," Tatum moaned, thrusting in faster as he neard his climax. "I-I'm going to-" Jamie gasped out and came on their chests. Tatum moaned and released inside of him, pulling out and laying beside Jamie, panting.

"I love you," he whispered and kissed Jamie's temple. "Really?" Jamie asked and Tatum raised an eyebrow, kissing the corner of Jamie's lips. "You missed," Jamie mumbled. "Did I?" Tatum asked and Jamie nodded.

"Hm," Tatum mumbled and leaned in front of Jamie, breathing on him for a few seconds before slamming his lips on Jamie's. Jamie moaned and kissed back, pulling Tatum closer. Tatum pulled away and looked at Jamie, smiling.

"We should shower," Tatum said and Jamie nodded. Tatum put his finger on Jamie's stomach and collected all the cum on his finger, licking if off and sighing. "So good. Let's go," he said and helped Jamie up, walking to the bathroom.

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"How much of a not-virgin are you?" Jamie asked when they were done. "How many times have you had sex?" Tatum asked. "Once. Just now," Jamie said. "Exact opposite of that," Tatum stated. "100 TIMES?!" Jamie yelled and Tatum chuckled.

"No, ten. Jeez, I'm not your dad," Tatum said and Jamie scoffed. "Are you kidding? Him? Only 100 times? It used to be 300 times a year AT LEAST, before he met my mom" Jamie said and Tatum laughed. "I can't believe you'd say that about your dad!" Tatum said. "It's true. He wouldn't be offended," Jamie said and Tatum shrugged.

"True. We need to go to school tomorrow. The whole day, Jamie," Tatum said and Jamie groaned. "Someone's going to rape me though," he whined. "Jamie, don't joke about that!" Tatum scolded, hitting Jamie's arm.

"I'm not. I know it's going to happen. Someone told me," his voice dropped to a scared whisper. "He said. "Really?" Tatum asked and Jamie nodded. "he said if I brought my faggot ass back he'd rape it," Jamie whispered. "I won't let that happen," Tatum said. 

"He said you wouldn't be able to stop him. Whatever, it's going to happen sometime, at least he won't take my virginity, right?" Jamie asked sarcastically and Tatum frowned when he saw how sad Jamie was. "Why are you so relaxed about that?" Tatum asked and Jamie shrugged. "Things've happens to me, okay? Hardly anything fazes me anymore," Jamie said an dTatum hugged him, sighing.

"You're beautiful," he whispered. "No I'm not," Jamie said, voice cracking. "I'm scared," Jamie cried. "Don't be. I'll be by you the whole day, okay?" Tatum asked and Jamie nodded. "Can I take a nap?" Jamie asked and Tatum nodded, covering him up and standing up.

"Can I go to the living room?" Tatum asked and Jamie nodded, closing his eyes. Tatum walked into the living room, sitting beside CC and Gerard.

"Did you guys have fun?" Gerard asked and Tatum blushed. "That's gross," Tatum said and he laughed. "I was kidding. But was it painful for him?" Gerard asked. "No, and why the fuck do you want to know you perv!" Tatum said. 

"Oh, just wondering. He must've gotten it from his dad," Gerard said. "But isn't Ashley straight?" Tatum asked. "Of course I am! They're just asking because I used to do gay porn, which is why I am not gay," Ashley said. "Heyyy. . ." CC said and Ashley rolled his eyes, sitting down. 

"You did porn before? Why?" Tatum asked. "I needed money for my apartment and the gay porn paid more. It was horrible though, do you know what they do to each other? Of course you do," Ashley said as he stared at the three gay's faces.

"I think we all would've enjoyed it though. Most gays like it rough," CC said and winked, causing Ashley to gag. "Dude, that's gross," he said and CC shrugged. "We do," Gerard said and Tatum nodded. "I'm going to go hang out with Payton, she isn't gross," he said and they rolled their eyes.

"Whatever," Tatum said as Ashley walked away. "But rough is just better!" Gerard said and they all nodded, looking at the tv.