The World Is Ugly (sequel to Sweet Blasphemy)

Chapter 14

*6 months later*

Jamie paced nervously, making Christie chuckle. She grabbed his arm and looked him in the eye, smiling softly at him. "Everything's going to be okay," she whispered and he nodded, sighing. "I know, I just- I just thought he might show up," Jamie whimpered and felt a hand on his shoulder. 

"He did," Ashley whispered and Jamie smiled, turning around and hugging him. "Thank you," he whispered, tears in his eyes. "Don't cry. Mom is in the front row, I'm next to Ella and Juliet. Whish me luck," Ashley muttered and walked away.

Jamie chuckled nervously and Christie looked at him, concern all over her face. "Do you feel like you're going to have a panic attack?" She asked and he shook his head. "Far from that," He said and a hand touched his, theri fingers molding next to his. Jamie looked up at Tatum and smiled, clearing his throat and sighing. 

"So Ashley did show up," Tatum whispered and Jamie nodded. "He did."

~~~

When the ceremony was over the walked to the others, hugging them. "Tatum, if you ever hurt him I will personally rip every single limb off your body and chop it into bits and then feed it to the dogs," Christie growled and Tatum nodded.

"I'm scared now," He whispered and Jamie chuckled. "Good. She's serious. Not kidding," Jamie said and Tatum nodded, gulping. "Now go have fun," she smiled and they nodded, walking to their car and driving to their apartment. 

They walked in and Jamie pushed himself against Tatum, looking up at him, eyes dark with lust. Tatum unbuttoned Jamie's suit and shirt, throwing them on the floor and picking him up. 

He carried him to the bedroom and set Jamie on the bed, pulling his jacket and shirt off, groaning in frustration. "I hate this fucking suit!" he growled, tearing the pants off. Jamie raised an eyebrow, looking at Tatum's naked body and biting his lip. 

He pulled his pants off and dropped them, pulling his underwear off and propping himself up on his elbows, letting Tatum kiss him. "I. . . love. . . you," Jamie gasped between kisses, moaning as Tatum pushed in.

"I l-love you, too," Tatum breathed, slowly pushing in and out. "T-tatum, I'm gonna cum," I moaned and released onto our stomachs and chests. He soon came inside of me and pulled out, kissing my temple and sighing.

"I love you so fucking much."

~~~

Jamie and Tatum come back a week later for a family dinner. By family, everyone. CC and Gerard, Jamie and Tatum, Christie, Sam, Ella, Jake, Andy Juliet. Everyone.

When everyone is finished eating Payton cleared her throat and stands up. Jamie notices Ashley's arm around her waist and frowns. "I-I have something to tell you all, and it's just better if I tell you all now. I-I'm sorry to ruin the dinner. . . I have terminal cancer," she choked out and Jamie covered his mouth, tears falling slowly down his face. Tatum pulled him onto his lap, kissing him and calming him down, or trying to, at least.

Christie ran up to Ashley and Payton, sobbing. "N-no, you can't d-die!" she sobbed. "Everyone dies honey. My time is just coming sooner than we all thought it would," Payton whispered, Christie sitting on her lap like a five year old again.

It was okay, though.

"I-It's all my fault," Andy muttered. "No, it's not," Juliet sais. "Yes it is! I should have been a good older brother and not let her smoke!" Andy yelled. "First of all, you're barely older, second, you tried, remember?" Payton asked. "Yeah, but I should've tried harder," Andy grumbled.

Gerard held a crying CC as he held back tears and Jinxx sat calmly looking at his hands, biting back tears. "Jinxx," Payton whispered and he got up, hugging her, tears rolling quietly down his cheeks. "I still have time. I have like, 2 months minimum, they said," Payton tried.

The doctors lied.

~~~

Three weeks later she was already stuck in bed rest, meaning Ashley and Jamie and Christie were, too. Jamie and Christie got to take school off, but sometimes left to give Ashley and Payton some time alone.

Payton was brought to a hospital a month after the news; They all new her time was close.

Everyone said there goodbyes, leaving her and Ashley alone.

"Payton, why do you have to leave so quickly?" Ashley whispered, holding her cold hand in his warm ones. "It hasn't been that quick, if you think about it," she whispered, coughing. He frowned, tears coming to his eyes.

"I-I don't want you to leave me," Ashley whispered and Payton sighed. "I know. All of you need to know that when I leave you CANNOT try to see me, okay? I'll always be with you, even if you can't feel me. Promise me you won't try to come see me," she whispered.

"I don't know if I can," Ashley said, choking on his words. "Our kids need you. Tell them I need grandkids, dead or alive," she breathed and he nodded. "I-I'll try; I can promise you that. I'll tell them about the grandkids," he whispered and she smiled, putting a hand on his cheek. "My Outlaw. . ." she breathed and he half smiled.

"You're so beautiful," he whispered. "I'm fucking bald, Ashley. I'm not beautiful; I love you, My Outlaw, stay strong," she whispered before pulling her hand back, her eyes closing slowly.

"N-no. P-Payton, please, I need you. Payton! Don't leave me!" Ashley screamed and Jamie and Christie came in, hugging Ashley. "W-we're gonna be okay guys," he whispered and they nodded.

"We're gonna be fine."

~~~

A few years later, Christie was happily married to one of her old friends, Thomas, and Ashley was happy for it. She was finally out of the house. He was barely holding on, and everyone knew it; They knew he wasn't going to last much longer.

Ashley finished scrawling his note and pulled a gun out of his desk drawer. "I tried, Payton," he whispered and placed the gun on his temple, pulling the trigger.

He sat up and looked around, smiling as he saw Payton walking towards him. "I tried, Payton; I waited until they were both married. They'll be fine," he whispered, pressing their foreheads together. "I hoped you would come later; But now, I'm glad you're here. I missed you, My Outlaw," she said and kissed him softly.

A/N: So yeah, thats the horrible ending. Hope you all enjoy it! If I get enough votes, I might write an alternate ending, where it's all happy.