The World Is Ugly (sequel to Sweet Blasphemy)

Chapter 1

Jamie woke up and walked downstairs, looking at Ashley and Payton cuddling on the couch. "Going to school?" Ashley asked and Jamie shrugged. "Why don't you want to go?" Payton asked, looking up at him. "I don't know, it's boring," Jamie said. 

"Go until lunch, then come home and Jake will teach you more guitar," Ashley said and Jamie nodded, walking out the door with his bag. 

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Jamie walked into the lunchroom, smiling when his friends waved him over. He sat down by them and sighed, resting his head on the table. "You leaving at lunch?" Andrea asked and he nodded. "Again?" Christie whined.

"Maybe if I actually got along with people and enjoyed it I would be here more often," he said, glaring at her. She rolled her eyes and walked away, leaving only Jamie at the table. He sighed, covering his face with his hoodie.

"Guess who?" A voice whispered and he squealed, hugging the person tightly. "Calm down. If Christie finds out we're screwed," he muttered. "How? It isn't illegal or anything, Tatum," Jamie said, leaning against Tatum and sighing.

"It kind of is, Jamie," he said, resting his lips on Jamie's head. "How?" Jamie asked, looking up at him. "We're technically cousins," Tatum reminded him and Jamie groaned. "But not blood related so it's fine," he said, leaning up and pouting at Tatum.

Tatum rolled his eyes, brushing his lips across Jamie's, smiling softly at him. "They can't find out," he whispered and Jamie nodded, looking around. "Of course no one's looking," he muttered and kissed him, pulling him closer.

Tatum kissed back and quickly pulled away when he heard the principal walking into the cafeteria. "Are you going home?" Tatum asked and Jamie nodded, scooting away. "You need a ride?" Tatum asked and Jamie nodded again, looking up at him.

"Just a ride?" Jamie asked. Tatum nodded and grabbed Jamie'ss hand, leading it to his crotch. Jamie gasped softly and smiled at him. "Sure," he whispered and they stood up, walking to Tatum's car. 

Tatum started it and glanced at Jamie. Jamie scooted down and pulled Tatum's erection out of his jeans, bobbing  up and down. "Oh my god, Jamie," Tatum moaned, running a hand through Jamie's short hair. He gripped the steering wheel and came into Jamie's mouth, watching as he swallowed it all, putting Tatum back in his pants and sitting up.

"Perfect timing," he said as they pulled into the driveway. Their house was bigger now, since everyone was living there now. Tatum got out and waited for Jamie, walking inside with him. "Jamie,and Tatum?" Jake asked and CC looked up, sighing.

"Tatum, what are you doing here?" he asked. "I was giving Jamie a ride. I'll go back," he said and glanced at Jamie, walking back to the car. "Did you ask for a ride?" Ashley asked. "No. He just offered it," Jamie said and they nodded.

"Why's it such a big deal anyways?" Jamie asked, getting his guitar out. "I want him to go to school. Well, Gerard does," CC said and Gerard nodded. "Even if he doesn't have to use it, I still want him to know some stuff," Gerard said. "He does, he's really advanced. He gets all A's," Jamie pointed out.

"Maybe he should tutor you then," Payton said and Jamie nodded, a small smile on his lips. "Can I play now?" he asked and they nodded, letting him and Jake play for a little bit.

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Tatum opened the door, seeing Jamie cuddled up to Payton, watching tv. Christie made a sound of disgust as she walked past Tatum. "Christie!" Ashley yelled and Tatum smirked at her, sitting beside Jamie. 

"What?" Christie asked. "Why did you make that noise?" he asked. "I don't know. Where's Jinxx, he said he'd show me how to play violin," she said and Ashley pointed upstairs to Jinxx's room. She smiled and walked to Jinxx's room, walking in.

"She's so spoiled," Jamie groaned and Tatum nodded. "I know, but I don't want to punish her," Ashley said and they groaned. "You're the reason she's so spoiled!" Payton said and he nodded, sitting beside her and nuzzling her neck and kissing it. 

"I know," he said and she leaned against him, sighing. "Tatum and I are going to study," Jamie said and dragged Tatum to his room, shutting and locking the door. Tatum pressed him against the wall, kissing him roughly. 

"You want to study?" Tatum breathed. "No. I want to 'study'." he said and Tatum raised and eyebrow, looking down at Jamie's erection. "Not that far though, right?" Tatum asked and Jamie nodded. "I want to do that when I know that no one will walk in or try to walk in," Jamie said and Tatum nodded, walking to the bed and pushing Jamie against it, pulling their shirts off. 

Jamie bit his lip as Tatum saw the scars. He leaned down and Jamie gasped softly as Tatum breathed on his stomach, kissing the scars. "Holy shit, Jamie," Tatum whispered as he saw the cuts on Jamie's arms. "Hey, you're the first one to notice them," Jamie said and Tatum frowned.

"Not even-" "Nope. My parents haven't even noticed yet," Jamie sighed. "Baby, you need to tell them," Tatum said. "I should also tell them that I'm gay. Sometime," Jamie muttered. "Why you told them? They'll accept you, you know that," Tatum said and Jamie nodded, frowning. 

"I know but- Have you told CC and Gerard yet?" Jamie asked. "Not like I have to. I'm pretty sure everyone knows," Tatum said and Jamie nodded, grinning and biting him lip, looking at Tatum's. 

Tatum leaned down and kissed Jamie softly, running his hands down Jamies sides and sitting up, puling Jamie's pants off. "We should study sometime, I have to get smarter," Jamie said and Tatum nodded, kissing his pelvis and making Jamie shiver.

Tatum deep throated Jamie, making him hold back a moan. "You're so good," Jamie moaned and Tatum made a noise around Jamie's cock, making him moan loudly at the vibrations. "I-I'm gonna c-" Jamie released into Tatum's mouth, watching as he swallowed it all and pulled off, kitten licking the tip before putting him back and sitting up.

"We should study now," Tatum said and Jamie nodded, pulling his book out and looking at Tatum. "I love you," he said and kissed him again. 

"Holy fucking shit," Jinxx whisperes from the other side of the door, slowly knocking on it.