The World Is Ugly (sequel to Sweet Blasphemy)

Chapter 9

Andy walked in with Juliet and Sam, sighing. "Schizo?" Jinxx asked and they nodded. "How serious is it?" Payton asked. "We don't know yet. They just said that we'd have to see how often it happens," Juliet said and led Sam to her's and Andy's room. 

"Why isn't he sleeping in his room?" Payton asked. "Because it could have just been something in his room and he doesn't want to sleep alone," Andy said, sitting beside them. "He's going to be okay," Ashley said. "No, he's not. He's going to be like this forever, Ashley. I know he will, you don't have to lie," Andy growled.

"I know he's going to be like this forever. What I was saying was that even though he's going to be like this forever probably he's strong and he's going to make it," Ashley said and Andy nodded, biting his lip. "You don't have to hold it back," Payton whispered and he nodded, burying his face in her shoulder as he sobbed. 

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"Who are you more worried about?" Christie asked. "What do you mean?" Jamie replied in confusion, looking up from Hannah's hair. "Are you more worried about Andy or Sam?" she asked as they heard Andy crying. "Andy. Sam seems fine, but Andy's just. . ." Hannah trailed off, looking at Christie. 

Jamie angrily pulled her head back, continuing styling her hair. "There. Done, no thanks to you," Jamie said, showing her. "Oh my god, this is amazing! You could make this your job!" she exclaimed and he shrugged. 

"Like, a makeup artist that does makeup for a band or singer on tour," Christie said. "Maybe," he responded and got up. "Are you going to go shove your tounge down Tatum's throat again?" Hannah asked and he snorted. "Bitch, you're just jealous. And of course not. He shoves his tounge down mine," Jamie mumbled and walked out the door.

"Where're you going?" Payton asked. "Just for a walk. It's kind of nice out," he said and she nodded slowly. "I just never pictured you as the walking type," she said and he snorted, walking out the door. 

He sighed and sped up, walking to an apartment and knocking on the door, Tatum opened it and smiled at him. "Why the hell do you have an apartment before I do?" Jamie asked, sitting on the couch. "Because I bought one before you," Tatum said sitting next to him, and smiling. 

"Now we can be alone," he whispered and Jamie smiled. "But nothing too much, okay? Still not over that shit," Jamie mumbled and Tatum nodded. "You don't have to rush to get over it. Just whenever you want to, okay?" Tatum asked and Jamie nodded, kissing him.

"You're so pretty," Tatum whispered, resting their foreheads together. "No, I'm not," he muttered and Tatum pulled his chin up, forcing them to make eye contact. "You're eyes are so pretty," he said and Jamie laughed. 

"So because my eyes are pretty, I'm pretty?" Jamie asked. "Well since you won't accept the fact that you're absofuckinglutely gorgeous I thought you might just settle for eyes," Tatum said and Jamie smiled, holding back a laugh. 

He shook his head and kissed Tatum roughly, pushing him against the couch. "So, anything?" he panted and Tatum nodded, smiling.

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Jamie woke up and looked at Tatum, sighing. "What?" Tatum asked and he shrugged. "You should go back to sleep, I was watching you," Jamie said and Tatum nodded, rolling over and going back to sleep. "Well don't roll over! I can't see you now!" Jamie yelled and Tatum chuckled, sitting up. "I'm not even tired. I'm hungry," he said and Jamie nodded, getting up and looking down at himself.

"Um. . ." He said and Tatum chuckled. "No one is even here exept us," Tatum said, walking past him to the kitchen. Jamie grabbed his underwear and put it on, following Tatum. "I can't walk naked, it feels weird," Jamie said and Tatum nodded, pushing Jamie against the counter, kissing him.

Jamie grinded against him and kissed back, rubbing his crotch. Jamie's phone rang and he groaned, getting it and looking at the name. "It's my dad. . ." he said slowly. "Well answer it! It's probablly important!" Tatum said and Jamie nodded, sliding the green bar and pressing it against his ear.

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Payton, woke up, yawned, and looked at Ashley smiling. "Hey, babe," he whispered and she smiled, kissing him. She whimpered, pulling away and looking at her stomach. "You okay?" he asked. "Yeah, just a stomach ache," she lied, smiling.

"It's fine though," she added quickly and he nodded, still uncertain, and kissed her again.

Payton's P.O.V:

As the day went on, the pain in my stomach grew, and I could barely breathe come lunchtime. "Payton?" Jinxx whispered and I looked at him, slowly breathing out and forcing a smile. He grabbed my hand and pulled me up, leading me to the bathroom.

"Is it the baby?" he asked. "It'll be fine," I wheezed and leaned against the wall, sighing shakily. "Payton, you need to go to the doctor's. Now," he said and I shook my head, standing up. 

I cried out in pain and collapsed on the floor, holding my stomach. "I need to get Ashley. There's blood," he said and I nodded, groaning, trying not to scream. 

He came back with Ashley who calmly picked me up and carried me to the car, buckling me in and driving to the hospital. 

Only when we got to the hospital did he start freaking out. But that was only because the nurses were crowding me and taking me away from him. 

After a few hours Ashley, Jamie, and Christie all came in with worried looks on their faces. "She's fone. The baby, well, it barely made it. I'll be surprised if it makes it through the night," the nurse said, looking at the incubator and walking to the other side of the room. 

"You can look at her if you want to," she said and they nodded, walking over to the incubator. 

Narrative P.O.V:

Jamie smiled, looking at nurse. "We can't touch her, right?" he asked and the nurse nodded. "How did you know that?" Payton asked. "I read and write fanfics. Duh," Jamie said and Ashley laughed. "So she might not make it?" Payton asked and the nurse nodded. "If she makes it for 48 hours then she'll live," she said and Payton nodded, groaning after she left.

"Should we name it?" Payton asked and Ashley shook his head. "Not until we're sure."