Only Pain||BTSxJungkook||

I dont get it

Jungkook POV
I woke up again, looking at the clock and seeing it was eight thirty. The manager told me her we would have a day off so I could get comfortable with the other members.

Yeah that turned out well.

Again, I remembered what they were doing to me. Tears dropped from my eyes, and I looked down at my disgusting used body. I hate it. I hate myself. I deserve this.

I cried for a while, and I got up, limping towards the bathroom. I turned on the bath and filled it with warm water. I slowly lowered myself in, hissing in pain from the scratches on my body as well as the pain in my lower region.

I stayed there for about twenty minutes before the water started getting cold. I quickly rubbed the oil out of my hair and got out. Wrapping a towel around my thin body, I walked out of the bathroom and put on a pair of shorts and a T-shirt, drying my hair after.

I soon noticed something. There was a large body mirror on the wall next to me. I stared at my reflection. Some people would say they see a handsome, skinny 5'3 boy. But I see a fat disgusting person who let six people use his body. I didn't look away, but kept staring. I lifted my shirt slightly, seeing my ribs protruding from my skin slightly. I arms were extremely skinny, as were my legs. Either way, I know I'm fat. I'm disgusting. I hate myself.

I finally looked away from the mirror, and went to sit on the bed. I curled up in the corner of it, bringing my legs up to my chest. I dug my face into my knees, and began crying. I got frequent flashbacks of last night, making me cry harder.

I have no idea how long I was sitting here crying, but soon after the door flew open. My head shot up and I gasped, trying to back up slightly out of fear and instinct.

Standing there was Yoongi. He looked at me coldly before saying something.

Yoongi: Come downstairs we need to talk to you.

I was surprised at the soft tone of his voice, but nevertheless shook my head and cowered back.

He rolled his eyes and walked over to me. I panicked but had no time to react as he lifted me up and harshly carried me down. I whimpered and struggled, trying to get away from him.

He stopped walking, turning my body forwards, trapping my arms down to my torso by wrapping his arms around me, pressing my back to his chest rather harshly. He put his lips near my ear and whispered.

Yoongi: Unless you want the other members to beat the shit out of you, calm down and stay with me.

He said it roughly. I nodded in obedience and put my head down, tears slipping from my eyes. He noticed, and put me down gently. He grasped my chin with two of his fingers in a soft hold.

Yoongi: I'm not going to hurt you like the others. What they are doing is wrong. I would never want to do something like that to anyone. And don't worry, they'll come around soon. I know it's absolutely no excuse for what they are doing to you, but they are just caught up in the anger of having a new member when we already debuted two years ago.

I looked at him with teary eyes. I jumped into his arms, feeling comfortable in his warm, caring embrace.

Yoongi: alright my beautiful boy, we don't want them to get suspicious, we should go, okay?

I looked down and nodded. He unwrapped his arms from around me, and grabbed my upper arm, making it look as though he is dragging me.

Please, oh god please tell me that they won't do anything to me today.....

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