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Close Call

*Jungkook POV*
I held Yoonie's hand while we walked down the hallway. We were going to our vocal practices, and then after we are going to dance. I stuck close to him, as I never felt safe when he wasn't close to me. Especially around the other members.

They had been occasionally touching me and leaving marks on me, threatening to tell a secret that I have to Yoonie if I told him. I didn't want him to hate me..... he's all I have at this point....

We entered Bang PD's office, as he wanted to talk to us. I sat down next to Yoonie, gripping his hand tighter and cuddling close to his side as Bang PD talked to the others about their practices.

Bang PD: alright, the rest of you can go. I just want to have a word with Yoongi and Jungkook.

I looked at him with a confused expression, which apparently was cute as Bang PD laughed and ruffled my hair, muttering 'cute' under his breath as the others walked out.

Once the others left, I looked at Yoonie worriedly, maybe he knew about the others doing things?

Bang PD: don't worry guys, you aren't in trouble. I just have something I need to bring up to you guys in particular.

We both looked relieved after he said that, and we looked at him to continue.

Bang PD: I've been noticing that Jungkook, you really only stay near Yoongi and are kind of with him much more than the other members. I just want to make sure, are you comfortable around the others?

Yoongi and I looked at him blankly, not knowing what to say.

Me: u-um well... y-yes I-I do fe-feel comfortable, it's j-just Y-Yoongi a-and I are c-closer t-than the o-others a-are w-with me I-I g-g-guess..

Bang PD looked at us for a moment before sighing and letting out a soft 'okay'.  He sounded reluctant to move on to the next subject.

Bang PD: So, enough about that subject for now. How are you picking up the dances and songs?

Me: The d-dancing i-is go-oing pr-pretty good, and m-my v-vocal t-trainer says I-I'm do-doing a-lot b-better!

I was excited to tell him that I was doing good with my overall training, as I just really wanted him to be proud of me. I get insulted enough by the others, and sometimes it's nice to have someone compliment me when they're not Yoongi, even though I love yoongi-hyungs compliments.

Bang PD: that's great Jungkookie... and that seems to be all, you guys are dismissed! See you later.

We said bye and I walked out with Yoongi. We were heading towards the vocal room. I saw Yoongi looking around for a second before he stopped and turned to me. I stopped and looked up at him.

Yoongi: We need to be more careful. It seems
like he might be catching on to the whole thing with the others. If he finds out, this whole group is going down. Try to be less clingy and so obvious that you're not comfortable around the others.

He was rather harsh while saying it, and once he was done talking he let go of my hand and began walking ahead of me, obviously annoyed because of my behavior. I ran to catch up with him, tears threatening to fall from my eyes.

Me: I-I'm s-sorry H-hyung.... I-I-I'll d-d-do-o b-be-etter-er I p-promise!

Yoongi: You better. Now go to the bathroom, calm down and don't have a a little bitch fit like you always do before practice. I'm getting angry having to constantly take care of you. And Jesus, stop fucking stuttering! You give me a goddamn headache every day cause you can't fucking talk.

I gasped quietly at his harsh words, nodding and lowering my head, quickly walking to the bathroom before I had another 'bitch fit' as Yoongi referred to them as.

Walking into the bathroom, I immediately started crying. Sobs and whimpers came out, and I tried to quiet them for a fear of being caught. I needed to hurry, my vocal practice was in fifteen minutes.

I leaned my elbows on the sink, putting my head in between my arms to try and calm myself down. I took deep breaths, but nothing seemed to work. Sobs continued to rush out of my mouth with no end it seemed.

After a couple minutes, I managed to calm my breathing slightly. All of a sudden, the door opened and someone walked, not noticing me at first because they were looking at their phone.

The person looked up, and smirked scarily at seeing me in here, alone and completely vulnerable for anything he wanted to do to me.

Seokjin: Well.. look who's in here all alone. No Yoonie hyung to protect you huh? How sad. But how nice for me.... we can have fun..

I shook my head continuously, backing up against the wall as he approached closer to me. He trapped me between his arms, shoving him knee harshly under my crotch, cause me to cry out. He lifted me up off the ground slightly with his leg on my area, his right hand holding my hands together above my head.

Tears came out and he started grinding his leg onto my crotch. I started to cry and whimper, the whole scenario from earlier starting again with him here. His right hand roamed under my hoodie, more unwanted touches being put on me.

Me: P-p-ple-ease s-sto-op.... I n-need t-to-Ah! ge-get to m-m-my les-son..

He laughed at my pathetic attempts to get him to stop. I whimpered and closed my eyes in shame.

Seokjin: Well, we wouldn't want to be late now would we? Good thing our lessons don't start for another hour cause he's running a little late,  isn't it?

I sobbed and looked down in defeat, finally giving up trying to fight back as he threw me onto the tile floor. My head hit the ground and I lay there, on the verge of consciousness. The unbuckling of a belt was heard, but was soon cut off by his phone ringing.

I took the chance while he was distracted to get up and run out of the bathroom, ignoring his yelling.

I didn't know where I was going, but one thing I knew for sure was that I was alone now....