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Secrets

Jungkook POV

(a week later) 

I was actually getting closer to the other members, I couldn't believe it. If I am being completely honest, it was really difficult. Every time I looked at any of their faces I was reminded of the things they did and said to me. But I pushed through, and tried to get closer to them. I was doing really well, and I hung out with them more and interacted more during dance practices, breaks, or really any free time we had together. 

I still lived with Lisa and Yoongi, which I was much more comfortable with. I don't think that I'm ready to live with them again. I don't think I would ever be. But, I try to push the negative thoughts away and focus on the good things. 

I was suddenly snapped of my thoughts by a tall, lanky body jumping on top of me. Taehyung. Of course. I grunted as he wrestled around with me. 

Me: T-tae! Get o-off me!

I giggled as he didn't get up, and continued to wrestle around with me. Somehow he began to straddle me, tickling my sides with his longs fingers. I laughed loudly, being unable to control it from coming out. 

Me: Taeeee! St-o-op! I-It t-t-tickles!!

He got off me, laughing. 

Taehyung: C'mom kook, we're going to get ice-cream! Yoongi-hyungs gonna pay for us

I gasped in excitement. 

Me: Yayyyy

We stood up, going out of our dressing room.  I saw the other members and Lisa waiting for us outside. Lisa isn't letting the things they did go as easy as Yoongi-hyung is... She barely regards them, especially Jin. They try to interact with her, but she simply refuses to even talk to them at all. She just keeps close to Yoongi and I, which is understandable. 

Yoongi: C'mom baby, we're going to get ice cream

Me: Okay! 

I ran up next to him, grabbing his hand as we walked to the car. I felt an arm go over my shoulder. I looked up to see Lisa smiling down at me. 

Lisa: Hey Bub how are you?

Me: Good Noona, what about you?

She smiled fondly while looking down at me. 

Lisa: I'm doing good, Bub...

I smiled and continued walking to the car. 

time skip- to the dorm

We said our goodbyes after eating and proceeded to our dorm. I sat in the back of the car while Lisa-noona drove and Yoongi-hyung was in the passenger side. 

Yoongi: So, baby, Jin-hyung was talking to me earlier about something that I want to mention to you.

I looked up to him in confusion. 

Me: W-what is it?

Yoongi: He said that you have a secret that they were using against you to not tell me what they were doing. He said that it was pretty serious, and that you should tell Lisa and I what its about, ok baby? We're going to talk about it at home. 

The secret... I can't tell him that, he's gonna hate me! I started to internally panic, but I nodded in agreement. What am I gonna do...