Only Pain||BTSxJungkook||

Setting Things Straight

*Yoongi POV*

I felt Jungkook's body go completely limp, so I looked down to see him asleep. Tears streaked his face, which had a finally peaceful look as he slept. I picked him up, placing him on the bed and tucking him in. I grabbed his phone and headphones from the bed and set them on the nightstand.

A while ago we had agreed to share a room, as he felt more secure and we both loved each other's company. He seemed so much happier since tour started and the others lessened their abuse towards him. I had the impression that they haven't done anything sexual to him since, but I guess I was wrong.

I looked down at his sleeping face sadly, thinking about the horrible thing I said to him earlier. I need to set things straight to make sure he knew that I meant nothing I said to him earlier.

I put my hand on his shoulder, shaking his small body slightly and lightly calling his name. He didn't respond, so I pursed my lips and decided to let him sleep for a while. I went out of the room, wanting to give him some space.

Walking downstairs, I remembered that the others went out to eat and would probably be back soon. I needed to talk to them about this. Leaving hickeys on him is disgusting, but also very risky. The fans could see them at any time and that would cause a huge upheaval of questioning and hate towards the makne.

I went to the kitchen and poured a glass of water. Pulling out my phone, I scrolled through instagram for a while. The door suddenly opened after about twenty minutes. The others walked in, laughing at something Jin said. Once they say me, they smirked.

Hoseok: Hey, hows the whore upstairs doing?

Me: Really? You guys call him a whore when you guys are the ones forcing yourselves on him when he's fifteen for fucks sake!

Namjoon: Oh come on, we haven't done anything to him since tour started!

Me: Really? Then why is he covered in hickeys? They're not old ones, that's for sure, so you guys have been doing things to him, don't think that I'm fucking stupid!

Their eyes widened and scared expressions covered their faces. They exchanged worried looks before averting their eyes to the ground.

Me: No answer? You guys are unbelievable and disgusting.

I walked upstairs, into my room. I looked at the bed and a small smile tugged at my lips and the adorable scene. Jungkook was sitting up in the bed, his hair messy and his small hands rubbing his big doe eyes. He looked up and saw me standing there. His hands fell and he looked down at his lap, shifting uncomfortably.

My smile fell and I walked over to my baby. I sat down in front of him, and he pulled his legs back and moved away from me to the headboard slightly. I grabbed his chin softly, pushing his face up to look at me.

There were tears filling his gorgeous eyes, a look of hurt and betrayal in them. I put both my hands on his cheeks, pushing his face slightly up more and pulling him towards me more.

Jungkook: I'm s-sorry I-I lo-look like s-s-such a-a sl-sl-u-ut hyung...

I shook my head whispering a train of no's as I pulled him into my chest. Tears flowing down both of our faces, we lay there in each other's embrace. 

Me: You're not a slut. You are so amazing baby, you don't deserve this at all. You are so beautiful and the things I said were horrible and not true. I'm so sorry I said those things, you should be screaming at me and hitting me for saying that to you baby...

More tears escaped his beautiful eyes as he dug his face more into my chest, small sobs beginning to escape his lips.

Jungkook: T-thank-k y-yo-you h-h-hy-hyung

Me: Don't thank me... I'm just saying true things, things people should tell you more. I love you so much baby.

Jungkook: I l-love y-y-you to-o Y-Yoonie.

I smiled and pulled him tighter to my chest. My  hand unconsciously went down to the small of his back as I held him. He wrapped his legs around my waist, and I then remembered that he was only wearing small pajama shorts and a hoodie. He must be cold.

Me: Are you cold sweetie?

He shook his head lightly in response.

Jungkook: I'm r-really h-hu-ngry th-though..

I smiled and nodded. Kissing his nose, I decided to see if the members were still downstairs.

Me: I'm gonna check if the others are still down there. If they are, then I'll bring something up for you. If not we'll go downstairs, mkay?

Jungkook nodded and smiled. I smiled back and stood up. I walked out of the room and looked over the railing. Looking down at the kitchen, I could see that the members weren't down there.

I walked back to my room where jungkook was waiting for me on the bed with his big curious eyes.

Me: Let's go downstairs babe

Jungkook: O-okay

I picked him up and he wrapped his skinny legs around my waist, resting his head on the my chest with his arms around my neck. My hands were resting on his bum, supporting his minimal weight.

We went downstairs and once I got into the kitchen I put him on the counter. He kept his legs around my waist, and rested his forehead against mine.

Me: What do you want to eat bun?

He thought for a second before responding.

Jungkook: I w-would like s-sashimi-i p-please hyung

I nodded and pulled away from him, grabbing the package of salmon and tuna sashimi from the fridge. I grabbed a small glass container and poured soy sauce into it, setting the sashimi onto a plate and putting the soy sauce on the plate. Grabbing chopsticks, I set it on the table as Jungkook hopped off the counter and sat at the table.

Jungkook: thanks you h-hyung

I nodded and smiled. Once he finished, we decided to watch a movie.

Things were staring to get better, but I can only hope things stay like this.