Sorry (Jungwoo X Reader)

Explaining Myself PT1

[10:08 pm]

Doyoung let go of you so you could open the message. You swiped the phone, then added in your digit. You were scared to open the message, but braced yourself. Doyoung was scared too. 

The both of you were shocked, the timing of any of these events was just suspicious. 

*Hi it's Liam, Nari said that you would go out with me, but I have doubts on this, I don't believe her. Is this real?*

"What do I say?" 

"Hmm, first ask if it's really him, it could be Nari or something on a different phone?"

You activated the keyboard, and quickly typed the message "Is this really Liam?" 

*Yes, I can do a video call if you want* 

Doyoung took the phone from you and replied. "Yes do a call"

Then your phone rang *(Unsaved Number) would like to FaceTime*. He hesitantly answered the phone, and it was Liam. He was confused as to why Doyoung answered the phone, but then you took it from him. He questioned you about your eyes. You looked at Doyoung, not knowing what to say. Doyoung seemed to know what you were thinking, and nodded. You explained everything to him, not caring at this point what he would do, because you couldn't let Nari hurt you. 

"Why would she think that toying with me would help me notice her" 

"I don't know" replied Doyoung, "But you need to do something about this, because we both don't want y/n to be hurt. Right" 

"Right" Liam went quiet, and looked down. Then he spoke again. "We can't tell anyone, because she knows what happened to you, but we need to find something that's in fact worse."

"I don't want to blackmail her back" you said quietly. Doyoung looked at you with a "Bitch please" look. 

"y/n, I know it's bad, but the only other option is telling someone." 

You didn't want that secret exposed, but a part of you did, a part of you wanted that one thing, that always held you back, to be gone. For good too. 

"Guys" You said quietly, "I'd like to inform someone, I want to let go of it"

Both Doyoung and Liam went quiet. Liam silently looked down, whilst Doyoung stared off into your wall. Finally Liam spoke.

"If you want it done, then it will be done, we should support you"

"Right, we can show the screen shots to a counselor, they're hired for the purpose of helping students" Doyoung replied.

You smiled, and they both smiled as well. Happy to see, that you were finally happy. They'd decided to meet earlier at the school. 

"Alright well, I think I should go, i'll meet you guys at school tomorrow. Have fun!" You saw Liams big finger as he totally missed the phone button, when he tried to hang up. He held in a laugh, but Doyoung burst out laughing. Finally the boy managed to hang up. Doyoung got up to get you some water. 

"Ah, please fill Toad's water, he really likes to hydrate himself"

"okay"

[10:34 pm]

Quietly, whilst he was filling Toad's water bowl, you opened an app where you and your friends had a group chat. You decided on your own, to just tell everyone what had happened. Hopefully they'd understand. 

_WEQ!_:   (_WEQ!_ is your username)

Hello everyone, um after thinking about it. I need to let you all know what's going on. I hope you all understand, and please don't think of me any different. Idk, if you remember my old neighbor, "Ryl". You guys really liked him, but he.. he did things to me, which I didn't allow, I remember it vividly too, it was after Wendy and Mina had left my house, I left the door open, because we had just cooked a feast. Hah, that changed quickly. He came in without notifying, or knocking. And he closed the door, Toad started to bark, but that fucking asshole kicked my fucking dog. Toad hadn't even been a full year old yet. So obviously I got mad, and since he was bigger than me, and taller, he had an advantage. He did things to me, that I don't want to talk about. Thats the same week I decided to sleep over at your house Yoongi. After I came back, he tried to enter my house again. I've never left my door open since then. And he finally moved away. My dumbass stayed silent. I thought no one would help me. So I told no one, other than my aunt. And she hated it. She taught me to shut myself out, because outcomes wouldn't be what I wanted. Thats why, Luna no longer visits me. And i'm telling you guys this, because Nari is trying to black mail me. I'll send the screenshots after i'm done. Please don't hate me. I'm sorry I never said anything, I was scared. I was just really scared.