It's Complicated.

It's Complicated.part 13

Taylor stood there he looked at me with sympathy.

why? I have no idea.

"What do you want?" I rolled my eyes.

"Shawn told me," I didn't know what he was talking about at first. When I realized what he meant I froze. I swear that my face was pale. Taylor is the last person I wanted to know.

Thanks Shawn!

"Maddy?" Taylor spoke snapping me out of my thoughts.

"I-I uh," I didn't know what to say. My thoughts were frozen I just couldn't think. What do I say. What do I do. Run? No. Shut the door? No. I don't know what to do.

"Maddy, I'm sorry," he spoke softly and it was comforting.

"W-what?" I stuttered.

"I'm sorry," he looked me in the eyes.

"For what?" I looked down.

"For everything," he stuck his hands in his pockets.

"Taylor, I honestly don't know how to react. Do I say it's all okay and we kiss, like they do in the movies. Or do I stay silent while you walk away and I start crying." He gave a little laugh.

"You don't have to do anything. I asked Shawn what to do, and all Shawn said is just say everything, pour all my feelings into you. So here it goes, Maddy, do you believe in love at first sight?" I shrugged my shoulders," I didn't really before I met you. You didn't care that I was "famous". You weren't one of my fans. You were able to have fun with me without freaking out because I'm Taylor Caniff. You met all of my friends and you became friends with them. I loved that you were so cool and chill around everybody. Once Shawn told me that you got bullied a piece of me broke. I was surprised. A million thoughts races through my mind. I love you Maddy I love you more than anything. Can we just start over?" I smiled and shook my head 'yes'. He smiled back.

"Hi I'm Taylor," he smiled.

"Hi, I'm Maddy," I smiled back.

"You can come in if you'd like?" I moved out of the way. He walked in.

I went into my living room and sat down with Taylor.

"What do you do for fun, Maddy?" he asked.

"we don't have to completely start over silly," I poked his chest.

"Okay," he laughed.

"I have a question?" I was asking more than stating what I said.

"And that would be?"

"When do you go back on tour?" I looked down.

"That's the other thing I was gonna tell you," he sighed," I"m going back on tour in a week. For the rest of the summer." I gasped.

"W-what?!" I stuttered.

"It's not like it's my choice when we go!"

"great! Just fucking great. We finally make up and now you have to leave for 3 months!" I felt the tears welling up in my eyes.

Why was I crying? Did I really care that much, guess so.

"I'm sorry it's not my choice," he said his voice lower than the last time he spoke.

"I'm sorry. I should be happy you're going to be living your dreams," I gave him a half smile without looking up.

"No I understand why you are upset." he embraced me in a hug.

"When exactly do you have to leave?"

"I leave in a few days so we can get there early to help." he sigehd.

"Okay well, you should go and start packing." I stood up.

"Yeah I guess," he sighed.

"Bye," I gave him a hug.

"Bye, I'll text you later."

"Okay." at that I shut the door.

Ugh. now time to be even more alone.

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Sorry I had to use these "-" because I'm on my laptop.

This is a sad yet happy part.

okay bye.

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