I looked at him and quickly said "nothing". He then gave me a strange look . Like he was scared to ask a question.
"Are you... Umm Preg-" I quickly cut him off and gave him a crazy look.
"Pregnant?" I then thought to myself for a few mins. Kj could tell I was in deep thought cause he tried to call my name five time and I didn't answer.
"Desire!?" He said. I quickly looked up, and I could feel a tear fall down my cheek.
"What if I am pregnant? What's going to happen? How am I going to raise this baby? I'm not ready for a kid." I said panicking as tears flowed down my face.
Kj gave me a look of concern. "Calm down Desire, Just calm down."
Was this supposed to help me any? "Kj WHAT IF IM FUCKING PREGNANT?! HOW THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO CALM DOWN IF I AM?" I was becoming very stressed out.
" We need to go to the clinic now please" I said as calm as I could. We got up, he grabbed his phone, keys, and wallet and we headed out the front door locking it behind us.
We sat in silence the entire ride to the clinic. I was thinking hard in my head. Asking questions like "Am I going to keep it?" and " Can I raise a baby?"
When we arrived, we went straight into the clinic, not looking or saying a thing to each other. I signed ain and waited to be called on.
"Desire Charleston? " The nurse called.
We got up and went into the designated room and I sat upon the bed waiting for the doctor to enter.
"Hi Desire? I'm Dr.Fields, how are you today?" the male doctor said.
For a second I was embarrassed to be there but I soon gave him an answer. " I'm not feeling to good." I simply said.
Kj POV
Man, If she was pregnant how was we gone raise this baby. I have to drop out of school, get a job, hustle, or something. I admit it, I wasent ready for no baby to be honest. Im still young. I don't know shit about parenting. A nigga can barely take care of his mama, sisters and brothers, let alone a baby.
Desire looked nervous as hell. I was nervous too. Dr.fields was checking her temp. , heart rate, and made her pee in a cup to see if she was carrying anything.
"When was your last period " he asked her. " Last month on the 14th" she said quickly. Last month on the 14th? It's the 28th today...
Bruhh when I tell you my heart almost skipped a beat. Was I really finna be a daddy is all that went through my head.
" Well Mrs.Charleston, You're exactly 3 weeks pregnant" he said as he gave her the ultrasounds . A smile appeared on my face at the thought of having a
son or a daughter (mostly a son).
As I took a deep breath, I looked over and saw that Desire was silently crying. I got up and comforted her a much as I could. " Desire I love you no matter what. I'll help you with the baby" I then kissed her forehead and continued to hold her.
I placed my hand on the side of her face and lifted her chin." Desire please don't cry no more baby girl. It's gone be okay. If I gotta drop outta school to raise my baby, I will " I said . For some reason it made her cry even more.
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