Chapter 1
"Desire!" Desmond hollered.
Desmond was my boyfriend. I had a love for this boy like no other, but he had his trifflin ways. For example, He takes me on a date right ? So we order our food or whatever , and the waitress has a big booty. This nigga had the NERVE to stare at her booty, THEN started flirting with her right infront of my face. He had me F-, well you know what I mean.
I turned around with a disgusting look on my face. "WHAT!"
He looked at me like he had no clue what was going on, then he grabbed my arm and pulled me close to him.
"Bae what's wrong? What did I do?" He said with a puzzled look on his face.
Was this nigga serious?
"Desmond Deshaun Haynes , don't act like you don't know what you did." I said with much attitude.
He looked at my like "Why this girl just said my whole name."
" You know what you did Desmond, don't act -" And before I could say another word, he kissed me. I tried to pull away but his lips felt so good on mines. He knows his kisses are my weaknesses, and he really thinks i'm going to let him off this easy. Don't worry, I'll bring it up tonight.
"Girl you know I love you and wouldn't do anything to hurt you," He said in a sincere voice, still hugging me.
Desmond does and says some ignorant shit, but I know when he says "I love you", he really means it.
"I love you too baby," I said as a tear slide down the side of my face. He knows I love him and I don't understand the way he treats me sometimes.
"One day, I'll show you how much I love you," He said. Why is he so sweet to me after he does some fucked up shit? I have no other choice but to forgive him.
After we stopped talking, I went to the mall with my bestfriend Jessica.
"He said that girl?" She said suprised.
"Girl yeah! He thought he was slick. I'm going to bring this up again when I go to his house tonight." I said.
"His mama must be out of town or something," Jessica said curiously.
"Yeah, but his mama loves me anyway, so she wouldn't trip if I came over there," I said knowingly.
Jessica laughed out loud. She was my bestfriend and had been since I was in the 2nd grade. We've had our ups and downs, but I love this girl and always will.
" Desmond and I have been together since the 8th grade, and when I was in the 9th grade I met his mother, and after he gave me a copy of his house key. I really don't use it but I still hold onto it." I said to Jessica.
"His mama trust you that much?" She said.
"Well, what I didn't know was my mama and his mama were bestfriends in highschool, so she trust me like she trusted my mama." I said.
"Ohhhhh! I was finna say," she said laughing.
" Let me go into Forever 21 to see if they have a shirt I want," I said.
"Okay, I'll be standing out here," She said.
"Alright," I said walking into the store.
I came out of the store about seven minutes later with two bags in my hands.
"Jessica, girl look at this shirt and skirt I got it ! Guess how much-," Before I could say anything else, she showed me a picture of my boyfriend and some girl kissing.
"Where did you get this?!" I said with tears flowing down my face.
"I just took this about four minutes ago," she said with a crack in her voice. She then gave me a very sincere hug. "It's gone be alright baby girl," she said still hugging me.
"Send me this picture please," I said trying to sound calm.
"Desire please don't make me," Jessica said knowing what I was going to do.
"Just do it!" I said impatiently.
After jessica sent me the picture,I went to my house and took a nap then, I went to Desmond's house. It was 8:30 when I arrived at his house. I unlocked the door and went upstairs. As I slowly began to open the door, I see the same girl he was flirting with infront of me , in his bed, on top of him with NO shirt on, kissing him. Oh HELL NO.
I went into the room and cut on the light.
"WTF is this!" I said mad as hell.
He jumped up and the girl fell off the bed. "Baby, this isn't what it looks like," he said nervously.
"THEN WTF IS IT BECAUSE Y'ALL SHOLL' AINT STUDYING FOR NO DAMN TEST."
I was so damn mad I didn't know what to do. My heart was broken, and after all the shit he put me through!
"We were just-," And before he could finish talking I cut him off.
"Y'all were just what! Looks like to me she was getting ya' dick hard!" I said tired of these petty ass excuses.
"Bitch getcho yo' ass out! GET THE FUCK OUT!" I said to the girl.
She ran out and just as I was finna grab her hair, he caught my hand.
"Desmond, get your fucking hands off of me !" I said loudly.
"Desire! I'm sorry! I didn't mean to-," And Again I cut him off.
"You didn't mean to what?! Bring some bitch in your house! Hurt me? What is the EXCUSE this time? Huh Desmond? You hurt me, and I trusted you with my all. I gave you my all and you said you would never hurt me.. But I should've known you weren't telling the truth! You said you Loved me but you HURT ME !" I said as tears flowed down my face,
"Desire I do love you!" He said loudly.
"Then you wouldn't have betrayed me!" I said slapping him.
I got my phone out and pulled out that picture I told Jessica to send to me and showed him the picture. "AND WTF IS THIS ?" I said still crying.
I continued to cry and he held me. I'm never going to forgive him for this. I jerked my body out of his hands and rushed down the stairs and drove home. I took me a hot bath and I thought about all that happened today. My heart was broken...I was hurt...
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