Desire POV
As they put McKenzie into the dirt, I broke down crying for the 5th time today. I've been very depressed since the incident happened 4 days ago.
My first born daughter was born only months early only to be killed within those months and not live to even be 1 years old.
My heart was completely broken and I continued to cry as August comforted me. I felt betrayed.. My bestfriend slept with my boyfriend, my boyfriend cheated on me, he killed my first born, then on top of that I was raped so he knew the baby wasent his.
They end up giving Kj 5 years in prison with parole.. That's fucked up right? They said he was "under the influence" and that still didn't make any sense..
"Desire.." I heard august say. I looked up and saw that he had been crying too. "Don't do no more crying, God wanted his baby home so he took her" he said grabbing my hand.
"But why Anthony? Why? That was my life, my first born, I loved that girl with all my heart!" I said as tears flowed down my face. I was truly hurt.
"There's no telling why, God works in mysterious ways..Just like when Mel got shot.. I was asking the same questions and I still am but I know I got more blessings coming my way and You do too," he said as he hugged me once more.
August POV
We sat in silence as we drove to her house. "I'm staying here with you today" I said. When people are depressed they do crazy shit. So ima just watch over her.
"I'm okay " she said. Desire was beautiful on her worst days. "I'll be okay"
"No Desire, I don't want you to do no dumb shit because you depressed " I said.
She let out a sigh and went into the house. I followed her into her old bedroom and before I walked into her room, I noticed yellow tape around her stairs and the floor. I was going to ask but then I thought of what just happened recently.
"What you doing?" I said wondering why she was packing her clothes. She continued to pack without saying a word.
She finally spoke and said " What else am I supposed to do? Live in the house that my fucking baby was killed in? " she said angrily.
" I need to find somewhere to stay" She said as she kept putting clothes into a large garbage bag.
She called her grandma, but there was no answer. "Just come live with me and my boy Prim" I said offering a place.
"Who is Prime?" she said nervously.
"My boy, he'll let you stay" I said.
" I don't know allat shit" she said with much attitude.
"Desire its gone be okay, he good people." I said.
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