Still can't sleep on your side
There was a hole in Jisung's life that could never be filled. No amount of reassuring words or tear filled hugs could stop the black hole which spiralled through him day and night. Jisung had always been lovely. He and Felix were the energetic ones of the group, causing mischief endlessly. Jisung longed to be that version of himself.
Jisung wanted to make people laugh. Jisung wanted to make snarky comments and do stupid dances and make dumb jokes and sing random songs. Jisung wanted to be somebody's light. Jisung wanted to help.
He just couldn't.
It was similar to the fact that he couldn't sleep on Minho's side of the bed. No amount of longing could bring Jisung to break that barrier. He longed to feel the dip in the bed from where Minho used to curl his toes, he longed to catch a faint smell of cheap deodorant on his pillow and he longed to find stray cat hairs all over the mattress. But the left hand side of the bed was Minho's. Jisung couldn't possibly violate that.
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