ghost of you || minsung

- 14 - Iris -

But I know better now

Chan had always looked at Jeongin as if the entire universe was held within his hands, but Jisung had never fully understood why. He had never been able to accept the fact that sometimes life rotated around one focal point. He had to find that out the hard way.

The thing about losing someone is the rift it creates. The feeling of darkness that shrouds you because you no longer know what to do or who you are or why you exist at all. It sets the world off kilter. 

Jisung had once laughed at Chan for being whipped. He had once teased him endlessly, mindless of the consequences. Probably because he was emotionally constipated. But when he opened his eyes all the colour was gone.

Everything seemed grey.

Jisung had to learn the hard way that he looked at Minho in the same way that Chan looked at Jeongin.

A/N - Sorry