Thorn

heartbreak

Whisper

I cry my eyes out...

that's all I can do...

is cry.

i know it's for the best, but it hurts. it really does.

i love thorn...

but he's... crazy.

I ball out crying then my door opens, causing me to look up and see Ethan. "I know you don't want to see me. But I have to tell you... you don't think Thorn feels emotions, but he does, Whisper. He doesn't show it though. And since your breakup, he's a whole different person. He's not our... stubborn sarcastic guy anymore. He's sad. He's a drunk. A smoker. He doesn't cry anymore, but that doesnt zone out the other things he's doing" he says.

"It's been three days since the breakup, why are you here now?" I wipe my tears. but more just come down.

He sighs. "I wanted you to have time to yourself before I bought him back up. Whisper, he's so lost without you. Like I said, he's a sad alcoholic smoker. I don't like seeing my brother like this" he pauses. "Hear that? I still call him my brother but even though he tried to kill Dallas, he's still my brother"

"This is different, Ethan. I don't wanna hear it. Thorn and I are... over" I frown.

"Say it with a straight face and look me in the eyes" he says and I gulp.

"I can't" I cry.

"Because you don't wanna believe Thorn is like this. Whisper I know you don't want to see him, but he has to see you. Maybe it'll knock him out of this phase because I am loosing my best friend right now to alcohol and smoke" he frowns.

"I can't see him... it'll only break my heart because I know I can't run into his arms and tell him about my problems anymore. Because he's my problem. He could've killed himself and Dallas. Because he was only thinking about himself. How he didn't want Dallas flirting with me. How he was afraid I'd fall for him" I say. "I'm sorry Ethan, but I can't. I'm sorry"

He growls. "Well fuck you! I'm doing this for my brother! I hate seeing him like this and you don't even fucking care! Fuck you Whisper. Fuck you" he storms out of my house.

I ball out crying.

**

Horse feed horse feed...

Ugh I'm so stressed I don't even know where the feed is.

"Can you lift that with one arm?" I hear a familiar voice so I turn to see Ethan and Thorn!

Ah!

I immediately hide behind a rack.

"Yes" Thorn says, picking up a huge roll of... like a mat? "Seeee, no problem" he adds...

his voice...

it's not his...

he's slurring his words and his voice is SO raspy.

it breaks my heart...

"Okayyyy, but you're on a hangover so don't do anything stupid" Ethan laughs.