ELYSIAN? {MYG & KIM JISOO}

•thousands thought•

If I had one wish one, I would stay forever
In your arms
But you walked away to far. You left me here to easily
Your actions got me thinking if it was actually love.
You showed me the word "love" is a pathetic word.
You told me my feeling was pathetic and I was into you because if the diamonds you held.
But little did you know is that you can easily drowned my mind
With those words
"I love you."
It kills me with the thought of the possibility of you and me. I know its killing you too.

It makes you sad that I don't care that you're mistreating me anymore
Getting used to it was hard
But i gained the strength to fight it.

You thought you had the best of me
But I was the one that let you mistreat me
It wasn't  because I loved you
It was because I didnt want you to be with anyone else but me.
And I know that people will say
"I liked it"
But you drugged me with these sad eyes you had.
Making me feel bad
Making me feel sympathy for you.
Everytime I looked into them I fall deeper in love.

But love was a rare rose that had poison
If you touch it
It will go into you veins

The rose will have thorns
You will bleed and get hurt.

But with one touch
One word
One person
One mistake
You can break and never get picked up again.

But everytime I do fall
Everytime I try to leave

You would say
"I love you"
Those words meant that I dont want you to leave

Me and you are dead
We killed ourselves
You pulled the trigger that made you crazy
I know you wanted to pull the trigger for a long time now.
You are a murderer
Criminal
Toxic

But I liked to play with fire
But I got to close

We needed
Each other
So we wouldn't feel so
Numb
♡