Why?
Why me?
Why didnt you stop me?
Why didn't I stop myself?
Why did I let you do the things you did in the first place
If I was smarter person I would put you in jail and charge you.
And get some help
But no
I just couldn't bring myself to do so
Because I didnt want to believe
To believe that our own love turned to violence
I didnt want to believe that you were a bad guy, everyone has issues
Everyone deals with anger a different way. That's what I accepted to believe
That I was only "helping you"
But I am not dumb
I didnt think you hate me nor love me
I think you like to have fun with emotions. I knew why you picked me in the first place
Because I wasnt broken
I wasnt beaten
I wasnt pushed to the ground
And I was to easy to get your red hands on.
Now I know that you wouldn't change
Because your a man
Men says things to make anyone stay
Girls will have a toxic touch that can drive anyone insane.
But if men have a toxic touch
Just like you have
I wont want to lose that..because it's a rare happiness that 1% of people will experience
So why would I want to lose that
I need you to stay with my forever until death appears in our dreams
Even if you try to fight back or even try to leave I wont let you
I would beat you like you did to me
You think I cant be like you hahha
Think again
Girls can be ten times stronger then your anger
I'll be the one that would ruin you
I'll bury you deep in this relationship
I wont let you breath this time love
Just remember that despite Jisoo will always love you
My only one
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ELYSIAN? {MYG & KIM JISOO}
Fanfictionis this Paradise or is it hell? is it love or is it pain? am I calling for help or I'm asking for more? I'm Y̶o̶u̶r̶s̶?̶ kim jisoo min yoongi
