Confessions of a silent lover

PROLOGUE

“What's sad about loving somebody?

It is when you’re not good enough

because somebody else occupies his mind and his heart

and you know you can't compete with that…”

 

“Frustrated because I can't tell if it's real. Mad because I don't know how you feel. Upset because we can't make it right. Sad because I need you day and night. Angry because you won't take my hand. Aggravated because you don't understand. Disappointed because we can't be together, but still I'll love you forever.”

 

“I have learned not to worry about love

but to honor its coming with all my heart.”

 

Hello I’m Kelly Bondoc, ako yung tipong tao na hindi agad sumusuko, palaban at very optimistic, I always see life; wonderful and fun. Pero pag love ng usapan I don’t think andito pa ang Kelly Dizon na palaban at d sumusuko. Anyway, before ko ikwneto ang sawi kung puso, let me introduce myself PROPERLY, para hindi agad straight to the point, medyo mayaman ako, matalino naman, I LOVE MATH and SOCIAL, I HATE FILIPINO (hindi ko alam kung bakit), friendly ako, magalang, madaldal, serious pag school ang usapan, only child pero hindi spoiled.

Sa physical look ko? Uhmmm… Black hair, maputi, skinny at black eyes, I used to wear glasses pero baka mag muka akong nerd kaya wag nalang. Some says I have a beautiful and refreshing smile, kapag daw nag smismile ako napapa’smile din sila. Well eto na let’s talk about my love life… my first love EVER! I used to have crushes pero mabilis lang mga yun pero eto iba as in ginawa ko lahat for him, para lang mapansin niya ako. Well yung mga ginawa ko namang iyon may contribution sa life ko, dahil sknya nag top ako sa buong school, dahil sknya sumali ako sa iba’t- ibang contest, at dahil din sknya naging sports – minded ako.

Halata namang adik ako saknya no? well totoo naman crush ko siya since 1st year… I think, I don’t remember. Siya si Gian Mallari, varsity of basketball team namen and one of our heartthrob sa school. Gentleman siya, sobrang bait pa wala ka talagang masasabi. Anyway ayun nga sobrang minahal ko siya, hanggang sa napansin niya din ako ATLAST! We dated for 7 months nung 2nd year kami, tapos after nun… wala na parang bula lang na nawala… Na alala ko pa nung SIYA yung nakipag break sakin he told me that WALA na talaga because of RANDOM REASONS… ano mo yun nu? Tss.

Umiyak talaga ako noon, well sino ba namang hindi no? yung mga grades ko nun biglang bumaba, naging inactive ako sa school namen at sa mga contest. Pero na realized ko tama ba tong ginagawa ko? I am being unproductive because of him (only?) hindi naman ata pwd yun. So after ko mag 2nd year sa dati kung school pinalipat ako ng mom at dad ko sa isang elite na school, na yung mga students doon twaga skanila ALIENS. O.O mag susurvive kaya ako dito? (I WISH) *cross fingers* Makakapag move on pa kaya ako kay Gian?

Author's comment: Hey guys! :) comment naman kayo ha :) Prologue palang yan wala pang masyadong time eh. Pero magiging productive din ako hahahaha =)))) First time ko palang kaya kinakabahan ako sa mga comments :))) Reready ko na yung Chapter 1: (St. Andrew's gangster) Sana magustuhan niyo story ko.

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