Happy Little Pill (Moey Fanfiction)

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*JOEYS POV*

I got home, i threw open the door and chucked the flowers on the floor stamping on them making the petals fall of. I ran up the stairs and into my room, i kicked my clothes and plushies out of the way and stared in the mirror. Man was i a mess.. i put my hand up to my face and felt how warm my face was from my tears,I had black circles under my eyes.. probaly from not being able to get to sleep from Meghan..I sighed and ran my fingers through my hair..Meghan was obviously not over Jimmy and now that i basically killed Jimmy she hates me.. i will never be able to kiss her, hug her, tell her that i love her everyday, make a family, tell her how perfect she is.... Because she fucking hates me. I grabbed a picture frame of the wall and threw it to the ground, glass spreading everywhere. I jumped onto my bed and ducked as the glass flung of walls darting everywhere. I was so angry i stood up and punched my wall ''FUCK MY LIFE!!'' my throat cracked. I threw myself to the ground tears spilling out of my eyes.. I suddenly got the thought.. No.. I couldnt..Could i..Would it hurt anyone if i did this? No.. Nobody cared..Meghan hated me..I decided i would. I walked up to my bathroom and kicked the door open..My eye caught the razor..I sighed and sat down on the side of my bath and put my head in my hands..''Im going to do this.'' i whispered. I stood up and grabbed the razor.. I then sang whispered.. ''My happy little pill..take me away..dry my eyes..bring colour to my skies..my sweet little pill..take my hunger,but within..numb my skin...'' I then dug it into my arms slitting my wrists.. I kept slitting them and slitting them..I then saw my world go dizzy and everything spun around me..The last thing i saw was the razor dropping to the ground..