Happy Little Pill (Moey Fanfiction)

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*MEGHANS POV*

I strolled through my house worrying about Joey..I cant believe i slapped him..Im a bitch.. ''FUCK MY LIFE!'' I screamed through the house.. I ran up to my room and shut the door and let my back slide down the wall. ''I'm a fucking bitch...'' i whispered. ''He went to buy me flowers and i just fucking slapped him round the face..'' i whispered again.. ''Way to go Meghan he might have feelings for you and you've just probably wrecked him'' i muttered. ''I always fuck everything up.'' I stood up and walked towards the bathroom..I looked around for where i threw the razor..I saw it on the windowledge..I grabbed it and rolled up my sleves..I squinted my eyes shut praying to god that i wouldnt pass out if i dug to big.. I brought it up to my wrists and sung whispered..''My happy little pill..take me away..dry me eyes..bring colour to my skies..my sweet little pill..take my hunger..but within..numb my skin..'' I then dug it into my skin the blood spilling everywhere..After i finished i wiped all the blood away of my arms and the marble floor. I rolled my sleves down and sighed. I walked back into my room to hear my phone ring..It was Joeys ringtone..I picked it up immediatly ''Joey--I-Im Sor-'' the voice was not Joeys. It was Sawyers..He was crying.. ''Sawyer..W-whats wrong?'' He then said between breaths ''It-Its Joey..Hes slit his wrists im taking him to the hospital..I-i found him passed out in his bathroom with a razor right next to him blood every-everywhere.'' I felt my heart stop for a second. I let out a small cry. ''Did-did you want me to come Sawyer is that-that why you called me?'' The words he said next made me drop my phone and run out of the door to my car. ''No Achually i was ringing you because he had the words Meghan on his wrists..and i was wondering if something had happened between you too?''